reporter Xu Haoting/comprehensive report
Selina (Ren Jiaxuan)'s pet dog Pinky passed away on March 13, and she had a super relationship with her dog. She was sad, but she still cheered up and continued to work. After more than a month, she posted on FB on the 2nd to mourn her dog, and said: "I decided to think about everything about you carefully, remember your kindness to me, take your love for me, and move on."
▲Selina's pet dog Pinky passed away in March. (Photo/Retrieved from Facebook/Selina)
Faced with Pinky's death in March, Selina admitted that in the first week after her departure, she felt regret, annoyed, blamed, and couldn't eat. She even more bluntly said: "I can't forgive myself. Why didn’t you take you to see the doctor earlier...why did you want to force you to eat...why should you lose your temper...why not spend more time with you...why everything in the days before you left has become my most heart-breaking Memory."
▲ Pinky accompanied Selina on her last birthday. (Photo/Retrieved from Facebook/Selina)
After the second week, Selina calmed herself down, but she was afraid to go home. "I'm so afraid to go home because the home is all your shadow." She said how many When she was out of work, she stayed at home and looked for the smell of Pinky. She revealed that she cried and fell asleep that night, and miraculously dreamed of Pinky, "I'm sure I smelled you." After getting up, she told herself that she wanted to live. Well, don't let your dog have any concerns.
Selina was so immersed in grief and work. She didn’t calculate when it was seven or seventy-nine days. She also thought it was Pinky who reminded herself, “I want to say, , then , calculate which day is your seven. Seven! I lit the calendar and counted to the seventh week seriously. I burst into tears. It turned out to be today!" She even said that Pinky is the only dog she has loved in her life, "You are with me through A partner with all the ups and downs in life, you are the daughter who taught me to be selfless and regretless." Her love for Pinky can be seen everywhere in the words.
▲Selina misses Pinky. (Photo/Retrieved from Facebook/Selina)
[Selina FB full text]
Today, I finally miss you badly.
According to custom, this is the seventh and forty-ninth day,
you will come back to see me, and then you will go to the next part of the journey.
The first week after you left, I couldn't eat.
All kinds of regret, annoyance, self-blame...I can't forgive myself. Why didn't
take you to see the doctor earlier...why did
force you to eat...why did
lose your temper at you?...why didn't
stay with you more... ...
why...why...
everything in the days before you left,
has become my most heart-warming memory.
The second week, I know you won’t be back anyhow,
I became very calm.
especially after you settle down, I don’t want to cry and feel sad,
because I am afraid that you know, and I hope you will like your new home.
I started to work, and I responded politely to various greetings, but I was so afraid to return home.
because the house is always and your shadow.
has a few days without work, I am at home, looking for your taste like crazy.
quilts, pillows, carpets, toys, clothes, leashes...
no matter how I smell it, I can’t find it.
I cried and fell asleep, but that night, I dreamed of you,
I am sure I smelled your ! After
got up, I told myself, to live well,
don't let you worry about anything.
So I don't let myself miss you too much, except when I am greedy.
daysIn this way, day by day.
These days, I have been thinking, when is your seven or seven?
But I just thought, I never picked up the calendar and counted seriously.
just today, my friend said she dreamed that I was holding a new dog,
I laughed and said, no, I don’t have the courage yet.
I want to say, , come to to calculate which day is yours!
lit the calendar and counted to the seventh week seriously. I burst into tears instantly,
turned out to be today!
is your kind reminding me!
is that you know that I am afraid to live at a loss, and forget your seven or seven!
You are the princess I hold in my palm, but you hold me in my palm in the same way!
I finally plucked up the courage to take a serious look at all the photos of you in the phone,
.
I cried and laughed.
You are the only dog I have loved in my life.
You are a partner who accompanies me through the ups and downs of life.
You are the daughter who taught me to be selfless and regretless.
A meaning of life, you have come to a successful conclusion!
At this moment, a song came from the speaker, and I think
is the song I want to give you.
I checked the lyrics and sang it out loud until I couldn't cry.
I decided to think about everything about you carefully, remember that you are good to me,
takes your love for me, and move on.
I think you will come back to see me, know that I am fine, and then go to the next part of the journey.
Pinky, I’m fine, please rest assured!
「There is no life-no life without its hunger;
There is no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
anxious heart beats so imperfectly
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
But when you appear, my life is full of surprises
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
Pinky, you will always be in my heart."
"You Raise Me Up"
Pinky
The baby you have loved for fifteen years and seven months
forever In my heart
