Some people, after going through thousands of sails, will still not change their original intentions and return as teenagers.
and some people, unfortunately.
They used to live as bright as the sun, but after experiencing various changes, they turned into a gloomy watercolor. Although the color is still there, it has long lost that warm splendor.
is just like the Zhao Mosheng in " why Sheng Xiaomo ".
She used to be the only little sun in He Yichen's heart, illuminating his life.
However, seven years later, when Zhao Mosheng returned from abroad, he always kept his head down, became silent and peaceful, submissive and cautious.
The sunny, cheerful, optimistic and proactive drive she had in her back then has long since disappeared.
Many people think that Zhao Mosheng at this time became inferior and cowardly because of family changes.
However, after reviewing "Why Sheng Xiao Mo", I suddenly understood that it turned out that He Yichen's injury to Zhao Mosheng was the root cause of her change in temperament.
The original intention has not changed
Seven years ago, overnight, Zhao Mosheng went from a privileged family, never worried about food, clothing, housing, and transportation, and did not understand what fireworks in the world are. A lonely and helpless girl.
Her life is instantly occupied by the trivial matters of food, clothing, housing and transportation, surrounded by the embarrassment of language barrier, eroded by unfamiliar environment, troubled by the unknown tomorrow...
once she loved her dearly, and also loved her dearly. People, die and lose .
It seems that all the good things in the past have fallen into a bottomless abyss. The quality of life of
has fallen from a sunny and bright paradise to the bottom of hell.
To tell the truth, who has experienced this, probably any person in this world may change their temperament greatly because of this.
But she is a strong, optimistic and sunny Zhao Mosheng! Although
, missing and puzzled, as well as the chicken feathers that she has to face every day, has already made her lose her former vitality.
But her original intention has never changed.
faced the aggressive and tough attitude of her roommate husband.
Zhao Mosheng has never been afraid, and will always stand up at the first time to protect his roommate and children.
Just like back then, she stood in front of Xu Ying and protected He Yichen, she was determined and did not give in at all.
Even though, at that time, she was already very embarrassed, and her next meal had not yet been settled, but she still chose to take care of her children after her roommate had an accident.
Zhao Mosheng is like this, she is like a righteous gladiator, as long as she is determined, she will defend it to the death, and fight to the end without complaint or regret.
Just as she took the initiative to pursue He Yichen back then, no matter how many times he refused, no matter how indifferent he was, she would stick to him shamelessly until she succeeded.
Therefore, even though the trials and tribulations of life suddenly fell on Zhao Mosheng's head, her original intention was always the same, and it was guarded by a rock in the depths of her soul, which never changed.
has never been inferior
A friend who studied psychology once told me this:
People who have inferiority generally have two manifestations.
one, especially narcissistic, and even a little arrogant. People like
try to hide their inner inferiority with an extremely bright surface.
Second, he is extremely repulsive to the people he has helped, and even the old friends who have only met by chance. People like
, see ZengThe old acquaintances of the scriptures will feel unable to lift their heads, afraid of being ridiculed.
But Zhao Mosheng was different. When she was at the most difficult time in her life, she sent a distress signal to Ying Hui, asking him to return the money she had helped.
If Zhao Mosheng is really inferior, she will not turn her head to seek help from the people who helped her in the past.
You must know that the crushing of dignity that is as low as dust is simply unbearable for those who are truly inferior.
Furthermore, if Zhao Mosheng is really inferior, she will not be excluded and ridiculed in the photography circle everywhere.
has carved out her own, star-studded and brilliant career path.
Therefore, Zhao Mosheng has a proud body in his bones.
She firmly believes that her predicament is temporary and can be passed quickly.
She is not afraid of what kind of eyes she casts on the people she has helped, and she is not afraid of the strange and contemptuous eyes that are reflected in the cruel workplace.
Because Zhao Mosheng knows that all these predicaments are temporary, and she will rely on her own efforts to make the haze pass quickly. This is the confidence that was born in her bones, and no one else can take it away.
That's why I say that Zhao Mosheng has never felt inferior.
The greatest courage
Seven years later, Zhao Mosheng is not sure whether her He Yichen is still single, and whether her He Yichen will still accept her.
Not even sure if she could meet him again, she gave up the world she had finally made abroad and resolutely chose to return to China. After
returned to China, Zhao Mosheng was joking with his colleagues without He Yichen.
is accompanying Xiaohong on a blind date, taking random pictures in a strange and familiar corner of the street full of confusion...
seems to be as lively and noisy as before as long as there is no He Yichen in her life.
Even if these are the illusions that go against her inner happiness, she will be willing to immerse herself in them and not want to extricate herself.
But every time she encounters He Yichen, her life becomes a messy escape.
She would turn a blind eye after he met again after a long absence, and would not even give her a chance to say "Long time no see", and she would be dejected.
She will also have no expectations for him because he said meanly that their once good life was a "stupid past".
She will also feel the pain of alienation because he is like a stranger, close at hand, but indifferent in her heart.
She would even feel a dull pain in her chest because his reason for seeking reconciliation was "I don't want to waste time, it's just right"...
And it was He Yichen's indifference over and over again that made Zhao Mosheng discouraged from their future.
even, back and forth.
saw this moment, and suddenly realized that the change in Zhao Mosheng's apparent disposition was due to He Yichen's indifference.
And, this cause was planted seven years ago.
Security
Seven years ago, Zhao Mosheng ran after He Yichen. In the eyes of everyone,
is a pure female chasing male without any impurities.
It seems that the reason why He Yichen accepts Zhao Mosheng is that he can't bear her stalking and perfunctory behavior.
Even He Yichen said so,
In Zhao Mosheng's eyes, it was even more so, her pursuit of He Yichen was just her wishful thinking.
Therefore, Zhao Mosheng was not sure whether He Yichen really liked her for a long time.
Especially when He Yichen refused to give her his phone number, the uncertainty was even stronger.
put it bluntly, He Yichen never gave Zhao Mosheng a sense of security, so when she encountered her competitor He He Mei , she immediately chose to escape instead of directly questioning her.
She was actually afraid, afraid that He Yichen would tell her that he loved He Yimei from beginning to end, not her Zhao Mosheng.
This kind of outcome is simply beyond her tolerance. If
, if she is firm enough with He Yichen, she will definitely get to the bottom of it and find out.
If she was convinced that He Yichen was the only one who loved her from beginning to end, how could she be easily persuaded by the sudden appearance of He Yimei?
So, seven years later, Zhao Mosheng's submissive and cautious results in front of He Yichen were planted in He Yichen's concealment and indifference to her seven years ago.
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