"I really lied to you, but I really love you", this sentence on the poster of the movie "Beneficiary" is contradictory most of the time or in the eyes of most people, you lied to me, Are you embarrassed to say you love me? But in love, who can guarantee that there is no lie. At the beginning, Wu Hai approached Miaomiao with purpose. In order to cure his daughter's illness, he used one lie after another but in exchange for trust and even sincerity, but when he looked back again, he realized that he was moved by the truth. The movie has not been released yet, we don't know what the ending will be like? But then I think about it, my love in those years was also full of lies, and what right do I have to talk about whether others should be forgiven. When
was 16 years old, he was still a youthful freshman, emotionally sprouting but not knowing the so-called so-called age, hiding his teacher from his family to fall in love. She was sitting in front of me. Her roommate was her roommate and my classmate from elementary school for six years. I like to eat lollipops, and I bring one to her every time I go to class, and I ask my old classmates to bring her gifts to help match up. I haven't officially confessed it, but everyone said that we are in a relationship with each other tacitly. Of course I was secretly happy, and she did not object. Gradually, they acquiesced to this relationship, and later they even got tired of being together every day. Even if he was caught by the class teacher, the review of writing 20,000 characters was still holding hands in the overnight study room until two o'clock.
may not produce beauty for her, even if it is only separated by a ceiling, two classes high, although they are all sciences, she is in class 6, and I am in class 12. It happens to be upstairs and downstairs. There was another girl sitting in front of me, and I was a silly talker, especially like joking, so I would make trouble with them if nothing happened. I don't know why the students at that time always liked to group CP, the classmates all made trouble with us, saying that we were a pair. I did not expect that she would have such an overwhelming reaction. She went to the classroom to smash other people's books, and went to the dormitory to find trouble... Although she explained clearly and did not separate, I knew she had a grudge in her heart. I didn’t believe me. This state continues until graduation from high school. When
was 19 years old, we ran to the university with yearning. We were still together, but not in the same school, and we were far away. I knew in my heart that such a distance would make us go farther and farther, even though I spent two or three hours on the phone every day, I didn't expect that moment would come so suddenly and decisively. After being in a different place for more than two months, I imagined her who said she missed me less than the first day. The next day she would call and tell me straightforwardly: "I like other people!" I dare not think about how she developed with others in the past two months Yes, I would rather believe that she was love at first sight that day...
I don't agree with the nonsense of being friends after breaking up. I deleted all her contact information, phone, QQ, WeChat, all. Although I couldn't help but go to the previous class group to find her speech, enter her space to watch the news and delete the browsing traces, until her friend said to read her comments first... but never contacted her again. When
was 25 years old, it has been two years since I graduated. To this day, I have been separated from her for exactly six years. I haven't seen her once during this period, but sometimes when I walk on the street, I always feel that the person passing by is particularly like her. , Although I almost forgot what she looked like. In the
movie, Wu Hai and Miaomiao went from strange to familiar, starting with a lie and deceiving, and finally rubbing out true love. But we fell in love to lie to deceive, and finally became strangers. I remember when I was in the first year of high school, every time before the Chinese class, the teacher would read a text that I liked. When it was my turn, I read a poem, and I remembered the sentence very clearly: I can’t be your poem , Just as you can't dream of me. Intentionally or not, I was reading it to her, and we weren't together yet. The difference between
is that Wu Hai's deception in the movie does have difficulties and there is still room for forgiveness, while our lies are plain and plain, she may have forgotten it long ago.
