, the woman with willow eyebrows and apricot eyes, her mouth is beautiful and beautiful. In a lonely night, this is the first few times that Su Mo has drawn red makeup on the mirror. Lust is declining and loves to relax, which has been the case since ancient times, but even if her beauty is still the same, she still can't keep her husband's heart.
Shen Shaoan's arrival really surprised her, with a clatter, the rouge box at hand fell to the ground.
"I want to take a concubine."
Maybe that person's words were too cold and ruthless, and there was a bit of sourness in her heart, and even the hand that was in the air trembled inaudibly.
"Is it her?" Su Mo's voice was very soft, but he appeared sonorous in the silent room. She raised her eyes and saw that the people in front of her were still rich and handsome, and still cold and ruthless.
The lights were dim, and Shen Shaoan came cleanly and went smoothly. He ended the silent conversation with his back.
silence is the best answer.
"I don't see the eyebrows, the rouge looks for old marks..."
She flicked the rouge box in her hand, smiling calmly, but tears slipped down, and the box of rouge was wet...
"Crack! Over!" Director Zhang is satisfied Nodding his head, he knew that Ye Tang would never disappoint him.
"Director, there is something in my house. Can I go back earlier today?" Ye Tang still had tears on her face. She hesitated, and after thinking for a long time, she still asked tentatively.
Zhang Huanxu lifted his glasses, with the elegance of a mature man. He looked at Ye Tang, laughed lightly, and then announced that it was completed today, so that everyone would come back to the set tomorrow to continue shooting. Ye Tang kept thanking him.
The sun sets in the west, laying a golden layer for the fallen leaves on the ground. Ye Tang's high-heeled shoes made a pattering sound when she stepped on the stone road. She was in a good mood. At this moment, this noise seemed to have turned into a sweet note.
She holds Fu Ji’s sweet-scented osmanthus cake and two bottles of high-end wine, both of which are Bai Shixin’s favorite. She plans to make some delicious side dishes when she goes home. Shixin will definitely like it. Thinking of this, she gently touched the gift box in her bag. The customized pocket watch was also considered timely, and it happened to come out on Shixin's birthday today. She can't wait to get home, she wants to see him.
"I'm back." The moment Ye Tang opened the door, Ye Tang's excited eyes darkened. No one in the family answered her.
She concealed her disappointment and began to prepare meals. All I was thinking about was Bai Shixin's surprised expression when he saw her, and the sweetness seemed to overflow his heart. During this period of time because of filming, she often went out early and returned late. Many times she left and Shixin was still asleep. When she came back, he had already fallen asleep. They got along too little, and it is rare for her to have leisure time today. Joy.
Soon, Ye Tang's joy was extinguished by the ruthless reality. As night fell, the food was cold, and the person she was waiting for was still not returned. On
Street, there was a lonely silence, and occasionally a few cars passing by. The rattling sound also became so sharp and piercing at this moment, it seemed to stick to her heart step by step. She knew that she couldn't wait for Bai Shixin anyway, and she had no other choice but to take the initiative to find it.
2
Paramount is still feasting and singing and dancing. Mottled and blurred neon lights are mixed with tender and passionate love songs. Yingying Yanyan with rich makeup twists her slender waist and dances on the dance floor. The air is still filled with the smell of various perfumes and mixed alcohol, which is pungent.
Ye Tang frowned slightly, concealing the bitterness in his heart, and quickly searched for Bai Shixin among the bustling crowd. Finally, under the dazzling light, a familiar figure came into view. The man wore a tailored suit, even if he was already drunk and dim, he kept drinking the wine poured by the charming lady beside him.
"Shixin, today is your birthday, I always remember it, I prepared something you like, you will be happy, come home with me, OK, we have something to say." Ye Tang stopped the man. The hand of the wine glass was choked.
Bai Shixin raised his head to meet Yetang’s beautifu pupils, and the person in front of him became more and more charming under the light. He concealed the guilt under his eyes, and despite Yetang’s dissuasion, he calmly drank the glass of wine and recovered. He looks like his bohemian brother.
"Xiaotang, finally come here, come here, sit down and have a drink with me." Bai Shixin chuckles and pulls Ye Tang.
Ye Tang broke loose gently, just staring at the person in front of him. Bai Shixin's dedication and sacrifice are clear to her, but why is she not? When he is in a bad moodSeeking pleasure, self-willedness, and she, with low eyebrows, conscientious and conscientious, was tired on the set for a day, and she still wanted to come to such a feasting place to ask for hardship. She laughed bitterly, but tears rolled in her eyes.
"Why, you are wronged? You don't want to, there are more people willing to go." Bai Shixin sneered, pulled the pretty dancer beside him, and teased: "Xiaotang, you said her figure is better than yours How?"
"Bai Shixin, have you had enough trouble?" Ye Tang really felt so tired, she suddenly felt that her eyelids were so heavy, and she no longer wanted to accommodate his absurdity. She felt that she was like a joke tonight, coming out of her soul and leaving in despair.
Looking at Ye Tang's thin back, Bai Shixin suddenly felt very bored, and the beauty in his arms made him disgusted. In fact, he knew that he was most disgusted by this cowardly and incompetent self.
In his eyes, Ye Tang's every move turned into a huge mockery, as if laughing at his incompetence, making him want to use such despicable methods to paralyze himself.
Bai Shixin drank a glass of wine and smiled bleakly. When
came out, there was a light rain in the sky. The rain was very thin and light, and it was blown and scattered by the wind. The drizzle floated on Ye Tang's face, but it made her feel pain like needles. The one who sheltered her from the wind and rain is gone. There was a time when they regarded love as everything. Where did they go back then? Where should their love go?
3
"Miss Ye Tang, please stay."
Ye Tang paused when he heard the sound, and turned his head to see Director Zhang Da who rolled down the window. Zhang Huanxu offered to send Ye Tang home but was declined.
"Come on, it just so happens that some details about the movie need to be communicated with you." Zhang Huanxu still smiles gently, he knows that Ye Tang can't refuse.
"Actually, you don't need to be like this at all."
"Huh?" Ye Tang knew what he was saying, still pretending to be puzzled, pretending to be stupid.
"You are very smart, do you want to live a different life, in fact, you can live a more relaxed life, there is no need to be tied to that person." Zhang Huanxu still smiles mildly, and his words seem to be casual chat , In fact, every word punishes the heart.
Ye Tang thought about it for a long time, and slowly uttered a few words: "I won't leave him." Outsiders don't know what Bai Shixin means to her, but in her heart, they are the most important people to each other.
At that time, she was not a smash hit Shanghai beach star, but a servant, the daughter of the Bai family servant. Bai Shixin is the young master of the wealthy Bai family in Shanghai. He has been spoiled since childhood, and he is also suave. Although she is a servant, the old man and wife are not mean to her and let her be accompanied by the young master so that they can go to school together and grow up together.
She is sensitive to low self-esteem, knows her identity and status, and is accustomed to looking at people's faces. Even though she knows that she shouldn't have any wrong thoughts about Bai Shixin, how can she not be moved by such a handsome person who treats her in a different way?
He is the eldest young man in good clothes and good communication, but to her, the sweet words of the past have become clumsy. He only knows to send her favorite pastries and desserts every day, and he only knows that he runs all over Shanghai to collect The books she loves only know that they pester her every day, make her angry, make her happy... Knowing that the person's smile is like poison, she is willing to drink poison to quench her thirst. The sweet time of
is always short. She has a low status and her wife's objection is expected. If she was acquainted, facing those harsh ridicules and curses, she should have retired, and should not entangle with the young master. However, that person is Bai Shixin, how can his love and desperation allow her to let her down?
"Xiaotang, let's go, there is no room for me here, let's leave, the sky is big, there is always a place for us." The former Young Master Pian Pian smiled slyly at her, but his eyes were full of determination.
The words of the infatuated girl's lover have been endless since ancient times, but at that moment, Ye Tang firmly believed that such a tragedy would never happen to them.
never thought that life is not only about life, but also about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar tea. He is a spoiled son-in-law, and she is a little maid who knows nothing about world affairs. When their money is running out, the shabby shelter, the hard-to-eat light tea and the meager work pay are all laughing at them. naive. If you don't have money, you can't make a single step, so how can you talk about wandering around the world?
Forced to make ends meet, Ye Tang went to a hotel as a waiter, and Bai Shixin also started looking for a job, only to run into a wall everywhere. He isHe is a spoiled son, who can't carry on his shoulders and can't lift his hands. He is even more skillless. After leaving the family he depends on, he realizes that life is so difficult.
Life is not a big deal. What really saddens Ye Tang is that Bai Shixin has lost his son's identity, but his son's manners are indispensable, so he gets angry at every turn, throws things, drinks, and gambling is even more commonplace.
But so what, he is Bai Shixin, Bai Shixin she loves, he lost everything for her, now, how can she leave him. If she really left him, she would really be alone in this feasting, singing and dancing Shanghai beach.
4
The house is terribly quiet, and Ye Tang's heart is even more uncomfortable. In order not to let herself think about it, she began to take out the script and carefully ponder the drama of tomorrow.
In the middle of the night, the indoor lighting is like a bean, and the woman frowns deeply, studying carefully. Outside
, the street lights were dim, the leaves were blown off by the cool breeze, and they were crushed by pedestrians.
A tall and upright figure stepped into the alley, staggering. He walked to the door, drunkenly holding on to the wall, looking at the stale door, he couldn't help frowning, his smile full of irony.
Ye Tang couldn't help but stunned when he saw the person pushing the door in. Seeing his drunk appearance, the resentment in his heart was gone, and all that was left was distressed.
"Shixin, how many times have I told you, don't drink anymore, drinking will hurt your body." Ye Tang hurriedly went up to support the trembling Bai Shixin, his tone of reproach slightly.
"I...I would like to drink, can you control it? You only have your drama in your heart, do you still care about me?" Bai Shixin was like a neglected child, pouring out his grievances with dissatisfaction.
Ye Tang has been sensitive and delicate since she was a child, and Bai Shixin's emotions have long been seen in her eyes. She grabbed the bitterness in her heart, without words, but gently helped Bai Shixin sit down and wiped his face with a warm towel.
"Xiaotang, you are thin and haggard..." The drunk-eyed man looked at the person in front of him and blurted out unconsciously.
"It's useless for me. It turns out that I left the Bai family and left the identity of the eldest master of the Bai family. I am nothing. I can't take care of you. I even need you to take care of it..."
had no longer survived. At this moment, Bai Shixin was like a helpless child. He did not shed a tear, but his miserable smile made people feel more sad than crying.
Ye Tang felt a bit sore in his eyes, but still smiled softly, she gently covered him with a thin quilt.
"Shixin, happy birthday! This year's birthday did not make you happy, I am sad, fortunately, we are still together, it doesn't matter, no matter how difficult it is, we will definitely survive. Didn't we say it? Together, I won't leave you, you don't want me either..." The
woman's voice was soft and bitter, and it seemed clear in the lonely night. After speaking, she slowly turned and left, not seeing the drunken eyelashes trembling gently.
is a lot of bitterness, the listener is sad, but I don't know how much it is in my heart?
The next morning, the sun outside the window spilled onto Bai Shixin’s bed through the small window. He was awakened suddenly, and then he saw Ye Tang busy at the kitchen counter. This moment unexpectedly made him feel as if they were still a young boy without worry. , Live a carefree and happy life in the Bai family.
Bai Shixin took a sip of Yetang's porridge, and the familiar feeling filled his taste buds. The porridge still tastes the same, so what about them? Can I go back?
"Xiaotang," Bai Shixin said hesitantly, "Can you stop making movies? We are not a star anymore. I have been to our own birthday son. I will work hard to find a job and earn money to support the family..."
Ye Tang looked at Bai Shixin , Smiled softly, and she calmed down softly: "Shixin, don't worry, we will be fine. I will spend more time with you in the future. The salary of filming movies is high. I am about to move to us after filming "The Beauty" , Find a better place."
"By the way, Shixin, yesterday was your birthday. I specially bought your favorite sweet-scented osmanthus cake and foreign wine, and made a few dishes. Unfortunately, I didn’t let you eat it, but ......" Ye Tang blinked slyly, and took out the long-prepared things from behind, "There are still gifts! This is my gift to you. Take a look, do you like it?"
Bai Shixin received He put down the gift box, smiled reluctantly, but did not open it. He wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he was speechless. Seeing Ye Tang hurried to the back of the set, he sighed silently.
5
life seems to be back on track.
Ye Tang still goes out to film every day, but she will take more care of Bai Shixin's emotions and find ways to spend more time with him. However, Ye Tang squeezed more time, but Bai Shixin's words seemed to be getting less and less. He was often just drinking at home alone, and he had no interest in the set and scenes that Ye Tang talked about.
The two people shared fewer and fewer words, and filming and drinking became a way for both parties to paralyze themselves. The family was very quiet, and the two were also polite.
Ye Tang never expected that one day Bai Shixin would come to the set to watch her filming. She wanted him to come, but he was obviously not interested in it, and even disgusted.
Ye Tang seemed very excited about Bai Shixin's arrival, and she performed better than ever. She wanted him to see his abilities and passion for the industry, and wanted him to change this. I don't know why, but it backfired.
"Shixin, don't go so fast, okay, what's wrong with you?" After the shooting of
, Bai Shixin walked away quickly, his face full of displeasure. Ye Tang was confused and could only follow him quickly.
was unable to follow Ye Tang, Bai Shixin turned around awkwardly, and said angrily: "Ye Tang, are you really stupid or fake? Can't you see that the shit director has ulterior motives for you? Why don't you listen to what I say? "
faced the suspicion that came to her face, Ye Tang was speechless, she suddenly felt that everything was unnecessary, she just pulled Bai Shixin's clothes tightly, just like she did when she was a child. The memory of
flew back to the busy and bustling street that year, a little girl followed closely behind a little boy, holding his clothes corner with her hand.
"Why do you always pull my clothes?"
"There are too many people here. I'm afraid of being lost, even more afraid, even more afraid that you don't want me."
"Don't pull it anymore, the clothes are all by you It's broken." The little boy withdrew the corner of his clothes from the little girl. Seeing the little girl lost, he smiled slyly, pulled her hand gently, and whispered: "That's it, the clothes will not be broken, and people will not be lost." What did Xu think of, Bai Shixin? His attitude suddenly softened, he reluctantly pulled out the corner of his clothes, held Ye Tang's hand, and said softly: "Forget it, if you have anything, let's go home and talk about it."
Ye Tang nodded heavily, his eyes gleaming in the sun. Shining, she felt that Bai Shixin's hand held her very tight, warm and at ease.
The sun is fading, and the sunset stretches the shadows of the two people very long. Ye Tang looked at the two hands clasped, and was stunned. If he could go on like this, how good would he be to walk to sunset and white head.
That night, the two of them were speechless, just doing their own things in silence. They tacitly forgot the day’s bad things, as if nothing had happened.
Life returns to peace. Is it the calm of the years or the calm before the storm?
6
The filming of the film "The Beauty" has come to an end. In the past few days, Ye Tang has been so busy that black and white are turned upside down, and he has no time to take care of others. In fact, what happened in the past few days has always been a bump in her heart.
A few days ago, Bai Shixin offered to dine with her. It is a romantic and luxurious Western-style couple restaurant. No one knows how happy she is, how long have they not had such a chance to be alone? For a long time.
She worked very hard to film the scenes of that day so that she could go early, but she was still late. After taking the seat, she obviously felt the dissatisfaction on the face of the man opposite. She knew that no amount of explanation would be of any use. He had heard it too many times. It would be okay if
had just finished the meal in such a silent and awkward manner. Fortunately, Ye Tang found a tabloid reporter who was secretly photographing outside the window. Director
said that she is in the limelight and is not suitable for public romance. Now is the critical juncture when "Hong Yan" is about to be completed. If it is exposed, I don't know how many negative effects it will have.
She hurriedly explained to Bai Shixin and fled.
"It turns out that we have been in love for so many years, I was so shameless." Before
left, she clearly heard Bai Shixin's self-deprecating. She felt very sad. She didn't explain at the time. Later, she didn't have a chance.
"Sister Ye Tang," Mingyue from the same crew ran over breathlessly, "Sister Ye Tang, the big event is not good. Have you read today's newspaper?"
Ye Tang flashed a bad thought in his head. She took the newspaper and reportedOn the front page of the paper, a few impressively upright characters made her head buzzing-"Popular actress has misbehavior, ask her boss to abandon her long-time lover".
The sudden public opinion pushed her to the forefront, as if she was as unbearable as the newspaper records. The spotlights surrounding the film set stung her eyes. The indifference of the director and crew made her feel cold, and what made her desperate was that the one who personally identified her in the newspaper was the one she had loved for many years. the man.
"Shixin, tell me, it's not like this, why are you doing this?" Ye Tang looked at the person in front of her, tears streaming down uncontrollably, she couldn't believe that the person she loved the most, but It hurts her the most and hurt her the most.
"There is no why, I have told you that the star is too illusory, but you can't bear the gorgeous spotlight, the fame and fortune," he still smiled heartlessly, "how? Now I can return with peace of mind. Am I by my side?"
Bai Shixin didn't wait for Ye Tang's answer, what was waiting for was a sudden slap and the desperate look in her eyes before she left.
looked at Ye Tang's back, he was still smiling, but there were tears streaming down, he gently wiped the tears, whispered softly, so that she could come back, right?
Bai Shixin didn't know, everyone didn't know. Later, Ye Tang, the smashing star never came back. The smiling and beautiful woman ended her beauty in the movie "The Beauty". At the end of the
movie, the bearer did not get a good end, his wealth was lost, he went to jail, everyone left him, only his wife, the wife who was left in the cold, would never leave him.
"It's been a long time since you have eaten the dishes I personally made for you. Eat more and I will give you the last ride." Su Mo smiled and looked at Shen Shaoan, as if this was not a road meal, but just an ordinary husband and wife chatting.
There was water vapor in Shen Shaoan's eyes, as if it was like a knuckle in his throat. There was nothing to say, and he couldn't help but stuffed food into his mouth, and burst into tears.
"Shaoan, don't cry," the woman flicked his cheek and said softly, "Don't be afraid, you won't be alone, I will walk in front of you."
The man looked up in panic Woman, she is still smiling, but her face is extremely pale, and blood even oozes from the corners of her mouth.
"Shaoan, don't be afraid. I took the poison ahead of time. I don't want to... I don't want to be alone." She held her chest and paused for a while. She knew that if she didn't say anything, there would be no chance. Up.
"I never hated you... I have waited for you all my life, and let you for the rest of my life... I... don't wait anymore, okay?" Su Mo smiled miserably, she closed her eyes slowly , Never wake up again.
didn't wake up, and Ye Tang.
The women who were born for love, died for love, the beauty is still there, the lover is no more, they are like delicate flowers, ending their lives in a gorgeous moment.
7
On the day of the show of "Hong Yan", many people watched it. Seeing the beauty fade away, all the spectators shed tears. In the corner of the theater, there was a man with tears in his eyes. He covered his mouth tightly before he could barely make a sound.
Xiaotang, I was wrong. Will you come back? Let’s not make trouble. I just want you to come back. If you want to be a star, do what you want. Do you want to come back, OK?
His beloved girl, where he is willing to hurt, everything he did just wanted her to come back, but he didn't know that he lost her forever.
The pocket watch she gave has been put on his chest intimately. The photo above the pocket watch is of them in their youth, young and beautiful, laughing openly, but they are not there anymore. When
packed his things that day, he happened to see the gift box that he had put aside at that time. He opened it in a mysterious manner, and what caught his eye was a very high-end golden pocket watch. However, what attracted his attention was not the value of this watch, but the photo.
For him, isn't their feelings that matter most? He gave up everything for their love at the beginning, what is it for, they are drifting away?
Suddenly he really wanted to see her, really wanted to tell her that he loves her, really loves love, and he doesn't want to lose her.
But, what about reality? He saw with his own eyes that Ye Tang was no longer the Ye Tang he knew, not the young and unrelenting young girl. She wore exquisite makeup and chatted and laughed with the crew. She really performed well, better than any movie star he had ever seen. That he thought to leave himThe little girl who can't work, but she turns out to be so good, she will shine in the crowd.
He is so scared, afraid of her excellence, afraid of the director looking at her admiring eyes, afraid of his Xiaotang no longer his. He has nothing, he is not worthy of her, but he really can't lose him.
He didn't know what to do, he didn't say what he should say, and he had no other choice but to be silent.
Later, a female star found him, probably Xiaotang's competitor, I don't know where to find out about his relationship with Xiaotang. She is so ridiculous, no wonder she is not as beautiful as Xiaotang, not as beautiful as Xiaotang, and his heart is so vicious, so that he should come forward to slander Xiaotang. This would ruin her. How could he do this?
Bai Shixin couldn't help but sneer. But more ridiculously, he actually did this.
was in the restaurant that night, he wanted to remind his beloved silly girl to be careful, that someone wanted to do something against her. However, she was late again and again for filming. This time, she didn't even have an explanation. She didn't have him in her eyes, so she didn't even want to explain?
She is also afraid that others will discover their relationship, and their feelings for many years are so shameless? Or did she make up her mind to leave him, so there is no need to make it public?
His head is about to explode thinking about this, he is so scared, afraid of losing her.
"Don't you want her to make a film? When she can't make the filming, she will naturally come back to you. If you want, I am willing to give you a lot of money. After she comes back, you can also worry about food and clothing..."
Somehow, that woman's words suddenly appeared in his mind. At that time, he believed it and made the worst decision of his life, losing the most beloved girl. The
movie ended, and the crowd was gone. He staggered and turned to leave, but was stopped by one person. As soon as he turned around, he saw Zhang Huanxu, the director of "Hong Yan".
He walked slowly on the road, but at some point, there was snow in the sky. Snow fell on his face, and his face was sorely beaten. Zhang Huanxu's words still echoed in his ears.
"Do you know? I have looked for Ye Tang many times. She originally refused to film, because she was afraid that you would not be happy. It was you who did not do business all day, drank and gambled, and made your young master angry at her. She thought that you regretted it. She left the Bai family. He thought you were uncomfortable with the poor life at that time. She initially agreed to film for a high salary. She thought that with money, your feelings could go back. Unexpectedly, it was like this. As a result, you said she is stupid?"
Snow fell on his face and turned into water. For a moment, it was unexpectedly unclear whether it was snow water or tears.
Silly girl, she is so stupid.
He felt that his steps were so heavy, as heavy as a kilo, he could not move. He opened his arms and simply let himself lie on the snow.
is more than she alone.
In the quiet night, pure white snow, he seemed to see a girl in a navy blue cheongsam walking towards him carrying a red lantern.
"Shixin, it's so cold on the ground, hurry up, let's go home."
He smiled slowly, but he shed tears, OK, Xiaotang, let's go home.
