62 years old, seems to be just an innocuous number to the national first-class actor Huang Xiaojuan.
In 2018, she retired and her official career was over, but her acting career was not interrupted. Huang Xiaojuan's life in her 60s was a drama about the heroine. In 2024, she is still struggling and struggling. .
In the TV series "My Altay", Huang Xiaojuan, who reappeared in the audience's field of vision after the Spring Festival Gala 20 years ago, is still energetic and has a sword that is not old, and she has given a very comfortable performance that makes people feel comfortable.
She plays the role of "grandma" .
Dandelion is a symbol of grandma. The memory is floating in the wind, and the fallen leaves cannot return to their roots.
"Everything you look at is memories; everything your heart desires is the past; everything you look at is regret."
Grandma's body is shrouded in heavy yet light years.
You can't figure out when she is awake and when she is delirious. You can't even understand her mental state. Sometimes she is as naive as a naughty child, her eyes twitching, she is greedy and loves to take advantage of her, she is cute and clever, and she is naughty and naughty. It makes people laugh; occasionally he behaves like an old man, loving and kind, optimistic and calm, and speaks the truth to the point like a sweeping monk.
Grandma seems to be a child again, and she has a chivalrous demeanor that is rare to be confused, wise and foolish, and "no matter how wind blows from east to west, north or south, I will remain unmoved".
It’s just that this character doesn’t just make people happy and happy. Occasionally, as the audience, we will inevitably glimpse the tiny bits of sadness in him.
Grandma has the regret and helplessness of "the fallen leaves cannot return to their roots". The longing and attachment to her hometown are the hidden pain in her heart as a wanderer who has left her hometown.
At the same time, although it is very obscure, grandma's loneliness and isolation also exist objectively. No one shares it, no one understands it, no one accompanies her. An elderly woman's emotional needs are easily ignored by others - she can only rely on food. To fill the inner emptiness in an attempt to achieve spiritual abundance.
Fortunately, the drama gave her a happy and happy ending, and all these worries were eliminated in the wind of Altay.
The grassland enveloped her, nature embraced her, and when she came, she became a Xinjiang native. The Xinjiang people’s openness, enthusiasm, and tolerance took over her. Grandma’s comfort and freedom and the ease and comfort she gradually blended into it are self-evident. of.
Even in the end, she found a wife who was on the same wavelength as her and fought against the boredom of life.
This is a light character with no dramatic conflicts and is almost completely life-like. The actor's performance is all in the details and corners.
If someone with less skill were to play the role, he might not be able to control the degree and would appear dull and lose his charm, or he might use too much force and become embarrassed, but Huang Xiaojuan nailed it just right.
She completely touched the audience's aesthetic taste. She performed this character who is a little funny, a little deep, sometimes sober, sometimes confused, like a wise man and like a child, so vividly and vividly that people love it endlessly.
Ginger is still old, Huang Xiaojuan is worthy of being an old artist who has participated in the CCTV Spring Festival Gala for eight years and has rich experience in skit performances.
was a frequent guest at the Spring Festival Gala from 1990 to 2009. Whether she collaborated with Zhao Benshan or Pan Changjiang, she was able to win over the audience.
In 1990, she collaborated with Zhao Benshan on the work "Blind Date";
In 1992, she collaborated with Zhao Benshan on the work "I Want to Have a Family";
In 1993, she collaborated with Pan Changjiang on the work "Bridge";
In 2001, she In 2005, she collaborated with Wei Ji'an on the work "Birthday";
In 2006, she collaborated with Guo Donglin on the work "The Honest Man";
In 2008, she collaborated with Sun Tao Works "Military Wife Goes to the Island";
In 2009, she collaborated with Huang Hong on the work "Huang Dou Huang" ...
At that time, Huang Xiaojuan was a household name, and she also left a strong mark in the history of Spring Festival Gala sketches. Pen.
After disappearing from the Spring Festival Gala stage, she stayed away from the audience's sight, so her popularity has dropped a lot over the years.
However, Huang Xiaojuan did not return to the family to raise her husband and children as is common. On the contrary, she never stopped pursuing and striving for her career.
When she was very young, she showed unusual ambition and ambition.
Tracing back to its roots, Huang Xiaojuan’s independence was cultivated by her family environment.
is from Fuxin City, Liaoning Province. Her father is a coal mining engineer and her mother is a people's teacher. She is the second child, with an older sister, a younger sister and a younger brother.
In a family of intellectuals, she was able to have the material conditions to learn dance from an early age; at the same time, because her parents were busy at work and unable to raise a child, and had to send her sister to her grandmother's house, Huang Xiaojuan became a fact The eldest sister takes more responsibility for taking care of her younger siblings.
This precociousness and sensibleness brought about by her family environment made her quickly become a very independent person . Therefore, when recruiting students for the art class, she, who had been interested in literature and art since childhood, signed up without informing her parents.
Finally, when they passed the exam and it was done, they could do nothing. So, Huang Xiaojuan, who had grown to 170cm at the age of 14, got her wish and entered the Fuxin City Art Troupe and became a duo actor.
This is the starting point of her acting career, and the CCTV Spring Festival Gala sketch "Blind Date" is the iconic work that she began to be known to the audience.
Taking advantage of the opportunity of being appreciated by a big shot like Zhao Benshan, Huang Xiaojuan naturally quickly found her own place in the circle.
Following that, her "uneven bars" combination with Pan Changjiang, one tall and one short, also achieved unprecedented success. Huang Xiaojuan proved herself and became famous and became a frequent visitor to the Spring Festival Gala.
But just when her career was in full swing and about to reach a peak, she chose to quit.
What surprised everyone was that Huang Xiaojuan was suddenly going to college.
In fact, she has always been very active, daring to think and do, but she is not an impulsive and rash person. In fact, every step she takes is a carefully considered decision, a conscious decision made after careful consideration.
"I feel that I have been exhausted and feel inadequate. I need to recharge and need some professional knowledge to supplement myself."
There is no end to learning. Only continuous input can produce continuous output. Huang Xiaojuan is doing her best for her future. With long-term plans, she was admitted to Liaoning Culture and Art Workers University, and resolutely studied full-time for several years.
This is not Huang Xiaojuan's first "derailment". She has never been someone who follows the rules and regulations set by others. She will always be the absolute helmsman of the ship of her life.
Fight for what you want, act on what you want, instead of waiting, relying, and asking. This is Huang Xiaojuan's consistent logic of doing things. She has her own ambitions, ideals, and ambitions.
In order to fulfill her childhood dream, she 8 chose to join the army and became an actor in the Qianjin Art Troupe of the Shenyang Military Region. She also put on the military uniform that she had always cherished.
"Enlisting in the army has been a dream of mine since I was a child. At that time, I was very envious when I saw girls from my neighbor becoming soldiers. However, because I did not have a particularly good family background or social connections to show off, I was never able to fulfill my wish."
Then, magically Things happened, and step by step, Huang Xiaojuan slowly broadened her life. She saw a wider world and had more possibilities.
She had never thought about becoming a businessman or an official, but Huang Xiaojuan actually went further and further on these roads.
In 2011, at the age of 49, she served as a film producer for the first time;
In 2014, at the age of 52, she was announced by the deputy director of the Political Department of the Shenyang Military Region as the head of the Cultural Troupe of the Political Department of the Shenyang Military Region;
In 2017, at the age of 55, she was elected For Vice Chairman of the Liaoning Provincial Federation of Literary and Art Circles ...
Huang Xiaojuan took the script of the heroine:
Carrying out a career is the core plot of the heroine, and love will only be a supplementary seasoning.
I must have seen that now, everyone has also discovered that there are few traces of her husband in her past experience of early marriage and early pregnancy. Men are almost invisible. That is because a person's energy is very limited. Huang Xiaojuan, who focuses on her career, simply cannot No time to take care of little love.
She has always claimed that she is "female in gender and male in personality" . She never regards men as the center of her life, nor does she regard gaining a man's love as her only victory.
Social discipline is:
For women, love is rice and staple food, while for men, love is salt and condiment. For women, men are heaven, and for men, career is sky.
Because Huang Xiaojuan was not bewitched by him, she achieved financial independence and even spiritual independence, so her life is vast and vibrant - a person with ability, ambition and career, regardless of gender, has Natural charm.
Of course, you can’t have your cake and eat it too. For Huang Xiaojuan, the lack of company with her family has always been a hidden pain in her heart.
As a mother, she felt guilty for her son who had never had time to take care of him.
When her five-and-a-half-month-old son had a fever, Huang Xiaojuan had to rehearse for the Spring Festival Gala. She was so anxious that she could only cry and could not do anything;
When her son was two years old, she had to represent Liaoning Province in Japan to participate in the Toyama International Drama Festival, and a When she came back many months later, her son held her in tears and shouted, "Auntie, auntie, auntie..."
Huang Xiaojuan's parents had always raised her son until she was in high school. Returning to herself, Huang Xiaojuan also lamented that she only looked like a real mother when she took her children to make up classes on Saturdays and Sundays.
"One thing I often say is to let nature take its course. Don't pursue anything deliberately, otherwise you will be lost or even suffer. I think you will feel very happy if you let nature take its course. Of course there is gain. It is a mistake. It should be said that my son was raised by my mother and father. To be precise, our whole family gave my son a lot of care. In contrast, I am an incompetent mother who cares too little about my son. Without the support of the whole family, I would not have achieved what I have today.”
Huang Xiaojuan feels sorry for her son, and also feels sorry for her brother and father who suddenly passed away one after another.
The sudden death of her younger brother is not only a hurdle for her, but also for the whole family.
Because the best-behaved brother in the family, , died of terminal cancer when he was less than 40 years old, and only had a short period of 44 days from diagnosis to death.
This was really unacceptable. Huang Xiaojuan's mother fainted on the spot, but this nightmare was far from over - A year later, her 75-year-old father suddenly suffered a massive myocardial infarction and died suddenly.
My parents have actually been unable to let go of the premature death of their son, the only male in the family and whom they doted on for a long time.
Fortunately, my mother has always been talkative, and the pain eased over time as she talked about it. However, my father, who had always been introverted, never let me go. After that, he became even more taciturn and kept depressed, which naturally led to physical problems. The "defeat fell like a mountain".
The death of a loved one is not a heavy rain, but the long humidity of this life. Those who remain will be trapped in this humidity forever, setting off violent storms in every calm day in the future.
That was the lowest point in Huang Xiaojuan's life. During that time, she often shed tears. But now when she thinks of her deceased father and brother, she can't help but choke up.
She looked down upon it a lot because of this:
"People, don't have too many extravagant expectations. After experiencing the death of my family, I realized that the most important thing for a person is the body. Your life is gone, your family is gone, anything It’s all meaningless.”
Huang Xiaojuan tried her best to make up for her lack of companionship with her family - taking her mother with her to fulfill her filial piety and becoming a close friend with her son who was a soldier. She believed that it was not too late to make up for the situation before it was too late.
Huang Xiaojuan and her son
Of course, this is not strictly her fault. It is impossible for a person, regardless of male or female, to perfectly balance career and family. After all, even a person has difficulty balancing his own life when he is single. work and life.
In marriage, personal career success and family success all require stepping stones. There is no balance or both. If there is, either you have to sacrifice yourself or others.
In this case, as Huang Xiaojuan said, no matter what choice you make, there are gains and losses, just let nature take its course. What a person should strive for is the freedom of choice, rather than letting himself fall into the trap of balance.
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