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If we were not together, at least we would not lose each other, right? Have you ever had a person who cared a lot, and finally became a friend who has been in love for a long time?
Today's QQ message reminded me of the latest visitor. After opening it, I did not expect it to be him.
used to be the boy that I liked very much. He would look through my QQ space many years later, and came and walked away without leaving a trace. It turns out that the best relationship between adults is to be able to not disturb each other. .
looked at the visitor's message, my thoughts were pulled back to the age of wanton indulgence of youth.
That belongs to our common youth.
We are in different classes in the same school. He said that the first time I saw me was at the beginning of school. At that time, I happened to be talking to a boy. He thought I had a boyfriend, so he gave up the chance to meet me. When
was out in the spring, he heard that someone was chasing me in the next class, and he realized that I didn't have a boyfriend.
From then on, he began to inquire about all my preferences from the students in our class.
Almost every boy will be shy to ask others about everything about the girl he likes!
We added friends later, and he would chat with me from time to time and buy me milk tea.
still remember the time when he met him in the milk tea shop. He handed me a cup of taro milk tea. When I refused, he said: "Give me some face, my buddies are watching."
It seems that milk tea has become an essential part of our youth.
On July 6th, he confessed to me. At that time, I was facing the pressure of the college entrance examination and hesitated for a long time, but I didn't want my high school to have regrets, and finally I agreed to him.
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When I first saw him, I was very shy and didn't dare to look at him directly. He kept asking me why I didn't dare to look at him... Young love is so ignorant...
In school, we will make appointments to have breakfast and dinner.
I clearly remember that the first breakfast we had was egg custard, actually didn't know that I didn't like it, and he didn't know that I later liked egg custard because he liked it.
We like to eat skewers off campus. While waiting, I will stand two steps taller than him. Although
is naive, he still looks at me spoilingly and gently touches my head.
Actually he doesn't know that I don't like other people touching my hair, but because it is him, I am not disgusted at all, and even like it very much.
Their class will be delayed every time, I will go to the back door of their class to wait for him, in fact, he doesn't know, I am a rash man, because of him, I learned to wait.
Later, I discovered that I was not the only one who was changing for this relationship, he also changed a lot because of me.
He never eats spicy food, but I have nothing to do with spicy food. Every time he eats, he will accommodate me and learn to eat spicy food.
He knew I was jealous, so he kept his distance from other girls.
turns out that in love, each of us will unknowingly accommodate each other, and even change our own habits. Because is him, it is worth it.
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Because we were facing the brutal college entrance examination at that time, the teacher was very concerned about the premature love, we also became cautious, and the teacher played a cat and mouse game.
His head teacher is my physics teacher, every time he will block us at the school gate, we will slip away cautiously hahaha.
Later, when I was in physics class, I didn’t dare to look directly at the teacher, for fear that the teacher would talk to me...
I love sweetness, and of course it will also be accompanied by the sourness of lemon. It seems that every couple's quarrel will be due to the appearance of other people. And broke out.
A new girl was transferred from their class, and she happened to be sitting near him, so in our conversation, that girl’s name was often mentioned.
When I passed the door of their get out of class after class, I found that girl was pullingHe speaks, hitting him with his hands from time to time.
Suddenly, my eye circles are red.
I was not such a stingy person before, why after meeting him, I became caressed, cautious, and sometimes quite unreasonable.
In the exam a week later, I fell out of the top ten in the class for an unprecedented time. With the pressure of the college entrance examination and the sudden appearance of the girl, I felt that I had to make a new decision.
I cried all night and broke up with him because I didn't want to live up to my parents' expectations. I wanted to make up my mind to study hard.
If he kept me at that time, maybe I would not be so resolute. I also thought he would keep me. However, reality always makes you sober. He on the other end of the phone only replied: "OK".
Sometimes parting is not because you don’t love each other, but because you love each other too much and lose each other instead. After the breakup of
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, our meeting began to become awkward.
Because we are a neighboring class, we often meet each other in morning exercises or breaktime exercises, as if we are discussing, we no longer say hello, and even avoid each other because of embarrassment. At that time, his grades were not very good at
, and my grades could be admitted to a good key university, but his destiny had to be joking with you.
I went to a second college because of my performance in the college entrance examination, and he went to a good university in Jiangxi.
Sometimes it's ridiculous to think about it. At that time, I wanted to get a good test and became the most ridiculous person. At the moment when the results of
came out, my teachers and family members were not very supportive of my repetition because the changes in the liberal arts were too great. If I retake the exam, will I be sure to take the exam next time?
This time I lost to courage, and lost to myself who had longed for success.
I talked to him once after the college entrance examination, and he said that the reason why he agreed to break up was not to delay me, and to let go was to perfect me.
We talked for a long time that day, as if we never lost each other.
It has been three years since the college entrance examination has been graduated, and we occasionally chat, but we can never go back, never go back to the youth that belongs to us.
I sometimes think, if I was not so headstrong at the beginning, would we still be together now? If he was a bit firmer, would we be happier now?
It is a pity that there is no if, and the promises we have said before have all passed by over time.
is like singing in the lyrics:
"Meeting you is my greatest luck. I thought I would love you forever."
We thought we would be together forever, but forever so short.
Now I still like to eat egg custard. I am still used to drinking taro milk tea, but I am not used to it without you.
Later we became friends who have been in love for a long time.
If you hold back and become friends, it would be fine.
Author: Yi Xuan, after 95, a girl likes pink sand sculpture.
