The TV series "If Running is My Life" came to a perfect conclusion.
Zhao Xiufang successfully lost weight and was reborn; Cheng Anxin and Lin Tianyu succeeded in cultivating themselves through hard work; Zhao Xiuli found her destination and stayed with Lao Wang in her later years; Chen Ruohua and her mother Zhao Xiuli untied their knots and got back on track.
At first glance, everyone's life is quite satisfactory, except for one person who is full of regrets and regrets.
After Anxin had a car accident, Qin Feng lived in pain every day.
But what hurts Qin Feng is not that An Xin lost his legs, nor that An Xin's face was disfigured, but that he was unable to have any love for An Xin.
The original work of "If Running Is My Life" writes:
"A stinking disabled wife can no longer arouse his admiration, or even respect.
This makes him hate himself, why do he do this? Cold-bloodedly placing his wife in such an embarrassing position in his mind? To endure these disgusting trivialities is the essence of a husband and wife that has been passed down by the world, isn't it?
He hates fate even more. Now not only can he not leave in a hurry, but he can also How cruel is it to cling closely to him?"
For Qin Feng, sleeping in the same bed with An Xin and close contact is a kind of torture.
However, the irony is that Qin Feng would rather accept the "old and ugly" Chu Zhijuan than the incomplete An Xin.
In the original book "If Running Is My Life", Qin Feng once described Chu Zhijuan like this:
"Chu Zhijuan's skin is a bit dark, her face is a bit big, her hair is combed into a simple ponytail, and she is dressed in the same work suit as found in banks. She looks a bit rustic and old-fashioned. Thanks to the glasses that cover her flat nose and small eyes, she will not be reduced to an ugly person and become a passerby."
In Qin Feng's eyes, Chu Zhijuan has nothing to do with beauty, nor is she Something he can relate to.
But when Chu Zhijuan took the initiative to throw herself into her arms, Qin Feng did not refuse.
The reason is that although Chu Zhijuan is not as young and beautiful as An Xin, at least Chu Zhijuan is healthy and acceptable to Qin Feng.
Qin Feng and An Xin divorced not because they had an intimate relationship with Chu Zhijuan and wanted to be responsible for Chu Zhijuan.
But because Zhao Xiufang went to work to speak good words for Qin Feng, Qin Feng became a "real" good man who never left his disabled wife and took care of work and family at the same time.
Since Qin Feng has benefited, he must be responsible for An Xin.
But Qin Feng did not keep the bottom line of marriage, and naturally developed an intimate relationship with Chu Zhijuan.
Qin Feng and Chu Zhijuan became out of control after that night.
While he has to play the role of a good husband who will not abandon his disabled wife, he also has to prevent others from discovering the scandal between him and Chu Zhijuan.
Qin Feng is an only son who grew up under the careful care of his parents. He is a good boy who studies and works smoothly.
All of this was not only over the top for him, but it was also something he couldn't bear.
Therefore, Qin Feng had to choose to divorce An Xin to prevent himself from being accused of being unfaithful and unjust.
In the original work, Qin Feng’s parents thought that as long as they got rid of the burden of An Xin, Qin Feng could return to a normal life, marry a wife and have children again.
Unexpectedly, Qin Feng and Chu Zhijuan officially started dating.
In the original work of "If Running Is My Life":
"Qin Feng was also puzzled. He originally wanted to use Chu Zhijuan as a transitional partner. After his divorce, Chu Zhijuan did not urge him to make their relationship public, but he I run to her house every day and can't live without her every day. The two of them are increasingly unable to hide their traces."
Chu Zhijuan suggested that if Qin Feng wanted to continue dating, he would have to change companies.
At first, Qin Feng refused, until Chu Zhijuan decisively cut off contact with Qin Feng. Qin Feng really couldn't let go of Chu Zhijuan, so he reluctantly looked for connections to transfer jobs.
"If Running Is My Life" The relationship between Qin Feng and Chu Zhijuan seems to be that Chu Zhijuan is at a disadvantage, because Chu Zhijuan is worse than Qin Feng in terms of appearance and family conditions. Moreover, Chu Zhijuan's interference in other people's marriages was inherently disgraceful.
However, Chu Zhijuan firmly held the initiative from beginning to end. On the surface, she remained calm, but behind the scenes, she gained benefits without taking any part in her involvement, and had a well-founded basis for advancing and retreating.
The time and place to meet Qin Feng's parents were all requested by Chu Zhijuan, and Qin Feng had no room for objection.
I don’t know why, but Qin Feng and Chu Zhijuan are always controlled by Chu Zhijuan.
"If running is my life" Qin Feng thought to himself:
Maybe it is a long-lasting love, right? No matter how ugly a woman is, you won’t feel ugly once you’re used to seeing her, just like if you marry a fairy, you’ll get tired of looking at her after a few years.
In fact, Qin Feng doesn't love Chu Zhijuan at all, Qin Feng just can't live without Chu Zhijuan.
Chu Zhijuan is five years older than Qin Feng, and she has a tolerant maternal nature that makes Qin Feng feel stable and at ease.
As a result, Qin Feng regarded this dependence as love.
On the day when Qin Feng took Chu Zhijuan to meet his parents, he was late.
Qin Feng's mother deliberately found fault with Chu Zhijuan's age and incompatibility with Qin Feng's zodiac sign. She said in her words that Chu Zhijuan was not worthy of Qin Feng.
’s purpose is to belittle Chu Zhijuan and kill Chu Zhijuan’s majesty so that Chu Zhijuan can cherish Qin Feng.
However, Qin Feng's parents did not expect that Chu Zhijuan would remain silent, neither angry nor smiling throughout the whole process.
Qin Feng did not expect that after meeting her parents, Chu Zhijuan's first reaction was not to be angry, but to break up with him directly.
In the original book "If Running Is My Life", Chu Zhijuan said to Qin Feng:
"You think that I am older than you, uglier than you, and poorer than you, so I should just kneel down obediently and let you rub me." Round and flat? Big mistake.
I will never get married again. Let an irrelevant old woman pick on me and lose out just because I married her son? I am tired of living. ?"
From beginning to end, Chu Zhijuan agreed to date Qin Feng, but never promised to marry Qin Feng.
It can even be said that Chu Zhijuan knew from the day she dated Qin Feng that Qin Feng would not give her a marriage.
Therefore, Chu Zhijuan had never had any expectations for Qin Feng, nor had she ever thought about getting married and starting a family with Qin Feng.
Qin Feng was willing to bring Chu Zhijuan to meet his parents just because Qin Feng's parents wanted to have a grandson, and Qin Feng didn't want to waste time like this anymore.
And how could Chu Zhijuan not understand this.
Chu Zhijuan was willing to come to meet Qin Feng's parents. Firstly, she had some illusions about marriage, and secondly, she wanted to see the attitude of Qin Feng's parents.
It was just the mean and mean appearance of Qin Feng's parents that made Chu Zhijuan completely disappointed with Qin Feng.
Qin Feng would not know that Chu Zhijuan allowed him to come and go freely because Chu Zhijuan wanted to come and go freely.
What do you think about this?
