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I recently rewatched " Shocking ".
I was still in college when the TV series was popular, and I was discussing the plot with my roommate. The roommate said:
still prefer Yang Mi 's "Palace Lock Heart Jade", because Liu Shishi played Maltai Ruo Xi is very beautiful, but the contrast between the front and the back is too big:
was smiling and sunny in the early stage, and crying in every episode in the later stage, which is too depressing; feels that Ruoxi is a bit hypocritical (no Attacking the actors, only elaborating on the plot).
At that time, I actually didn't understand the real meaning behind the word "hypocritical".
It wasn't until I started writing and began to think about the changes in people's emotions that I understood why there was such a big contrast between Ruoxi before and after.
Because the biggest difference between her and Qingchuan played by Yang Mi is that she wants to change history, while Qingchuan conforms to history to a greater extent; Later, he chose to follow the trend.
There can only be one set of order in a person's heart, adherence to values, unyielding fate, and progress in work...
Even if there are times, we will doubt whether our persistence is worth it, But we will still make worthy Heart's choice.
And what a person is most afraid of is repeated entanglement, the two sets of inner orders are constantly fighting, which forms a spiritual internal friction.
Martel Ruoxi is not only fighting against his own inner order, but also against the torrent of the entire history. You can imagine how difficult it will be.
Seeing the relatives, lovers and friends around her leave her one by one, but she has no ability to change, how could she not collapse? In the early stage of
, Ruoxi had just traveled to the mansion of the Eighth Lord, and was just thinking about how to return to the modern society. After
was persuaded by the fourth master that " will be safe as soon as it comes", she was relieved.
At that time, she was a little girl who was spoiled by a circle of people. Every day, she was kicking shuttlecock with people, or catching rabbits, learning to read, or going out to drink and talk with Thirteen Masters, or more It is to have fun with Ten Ye and so on.
In general, has a novel feeling about the world, and people in the world are also very novel about her. She has amused most of the people by herself, and of course she will be very happy.
During that period, she established a deep emotional connection with the people around her (Master Ten, Master Eight, Master Thirteen, Master Fourth, Master Fourteen, etc.).
These emotions became the root cause of her crying all the time.
Crying is just a way for her to express her emotions. Her depression cannot be relieved by crying.
Because her brain is running two sets of orders all the time, the two sides are constantly fighting for territory, and in the end, modern thinking is defeated by the feudal imperial power, so she is so depressed.
And her mood changes are actually divided into 4 stages: awakening, intense confrontation, fear and self-blame.
In other words, from the moment she was aware of her emotions, to the time she fought hard, and finally failed, she was already desperate; because she realized that she had harmed everyone.
The typical event of her awakening is the Mid-Autumn Festival night banquet, Kangxi married Shi Ye and Mingyu, at that time,She realized that she is out of this world (seeing and experiencing are different feelings). After
entered the palace as a palace maid, she started a formal confrontation, interceding for the eighth master and the thirteenth master, which were all expressions of her normal emotions as a modern person.
Back then, she was fearless.
The thirteenth master was demoted. She knelt for three days and three nights in the imperial garden in the heavy rain, only to find a chance for Luwu .
This is her personal will and self-success.
However, looking at it from another angle, this is actually the result of several elder brothers begging for 's thirteen elder brother .
I personally feel that it is difficult to impress Kangxi by Ruoxi alone. At that moment, Kangxi is also weighing the brotherhood that flows between his sons.
Because Ruoxi united them, Kangxi was probably very moved, This is the only moment when emotion can surpass feudal imperial power. After
, Kangxi personally gave Ruoxi a marriage to the fourteenth brother, but Ruoxi still refused, because she still did not allow her fate to be controlled by others.
Then, he was fined to wash clothes at Laundry Bureau .
After the fourth master ascended the throne, she ushered in some dawn.
But her modern thinking still does not accept that the fourth master has many concubines, and she suddenly woke up after the death of her sister Ruolan, and 's inner order also began to loosen.
On the one hand, she accepted Si Ye's feelings for her, but on the other hand, she could not accept Si Ye's different attitudes towards his concubines, courtiers and palace servants as an emperor.
Because she felt that since the fourth master has already won the world, why can't he be more generous.
Especially when she learned the truth about the death of Eunuch Li and good sister Yutan , who had been taking care of her, she began to panic, and she finally realized the unfathomable truth of the emperor's heart.
Modern thinking and imperial thinking collide with each other, and she can't resist the mark of the times.
The real emotional break between Ruoxi and the fourth master was because she always hoped that the fourth master would let the eighth master go; when Minghui pulled out the names of several officials she disclosed to the eighth master, Ruoxi collapsed.
At that moment, Ruoxi woke up and realized that she was the driving force behind history.
She couldn't accept that she had to live in the palace that trapped her for the rest of her life, so she chose to be taken out of the palace by the Fourteenth Master and live her own life.
After I finished drawing Ruoxi's emotional line, I still felt very depressed. Does
want to say that she is kind, affectionate and righteous?
Of course, every thought of her is to wish others well. She has affection for everyone around her. Even if some people have hurt her, she still chooses to repay her grievances with virtue.
However, if you are like this, you can't ask the people around you to do the same, especially you can't ask the fourth master to do the same.
because their values are incompatible is the rule of the times and will not change because of her personal will.
Even if she wants to empathize with others, she can't.
In the whole environment of feudal imperial power, I think it is too risky for her to try to express herself and fight hard.
In the face of the general trend, it takes courage to choose confrontation, but I don't admire her [courage].
Because change is never easy, it's hard to change yourself, let alone change others - it's still thinkingfield.
So, in the end, if you say Ruoxi is hypocritical, I agree.
saw a sentence on the Internet: the calmness of life, the sense of order from the heart.
I think that no matter when a person is deep in his heart, only one set of orders can dominate:
must allow himself to have bad emotions such as not wanting to make progress, depression, sadness, etc., and accept them, because this is also the real self .
But at the same time, we must learn to find methods, find channels to understand them, and turn them into positive forces as much as possible.
Otherwise, I can only really be depressed.
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