Some time ago, the 60th Golden Horse Awards came to an end, and Brigitte Lin was awarded the Lifetime Achievement Award. Back in 1990, at the 27th Golden Horse Film Awards, Brigitte Lin won the Golden Horse Best Actress for "Red Dust". The protagonists of this movie are Shen Shao

Some time ago, the 60th Golden Horse Awards came to an end, and Brigitte Lin was awarded the Lifetime Achievement Award.

Think back to 1990, at the 27th Golden Horse Film Awards, Brigitte Lin won the Golden Horse Best Actress for "Red Dust".

The protagonists of this movie are Shen Shaohua and Zhang Nengcai, the actors are Brigitte Lin and Qin Han, but it tells the story of Zhang Ailing and Hu Lancheng. Sanmao, who wrote the script, was thinking about himself and Jose.

In and out of the play, true and false, ups and downs, lasting for decades, finally becoming a life-long disaster.

Shen Shaohua was born in a wealthy family, but material abundance could not fill the hole in her heart.

I lost my mother at a young age, my stepmother was mean, and my father's love was missing. I tried to commit suicide during my childhood, but all I got in return was my father's words, "Leave her alone, she won't die."

The journey was so long, I endured and endured until my father After his death, he left home when he was young and made a living from writing.

He and she met in troubled times by chance.

Time took out the letter, lit a match, and looked at the envelope. Then he picked up the extinguished match head, traced his eyebrows in the mirror, pursed his lips, and looked forward to his appearance.

"You were careless at first, and I was careless when I was young." Although the body is far away, the heart is moved, and a legendary story will inevitably happen.

When he came to visit her for the first time, he gave her a clay tiger - something her mother had given her when she was a child. She mentioned it in her novel.

Although the gift was small, Zhang Nengcai must have put a lot of effort into inquiring and guessing behind it. The sense of proportion was so precise that the time when he lost his parents when he was young was deeply moved by him.

When a married middle-aged man gets better, he can bring women to heaven. That attentiveness and considerateness were honed over many years of working with another woman(s), and they were perfect and flawless.

Niancai tightly grasps the seven inches of Shaohua, admires her, cherishes her, fills in the father's love and sense of security she has lacked since childhood, and then becomes her close friend in thought and art.

The indifferent time, under the gentleness and careful consideration of the talents, became very low. Even when hugging, she lowered her eyebrows and buried herself in his broad arms, raising her neck and talking to him happily. Love words.

Shaohua stepped barefoot on Nengcai's leather shoes, and the two embraced each other and danced slowly from the room to the balcony.

A bright red shawl floated in the sunset, wrapping the two people together, covering their heads, kissing deeply, and clinging to each other.

Time froze at that moment.

"Do happy things with your lover, no matter whether it is calamity or fate." Although the floods are surging outside, lovers in troubled times only need this moment of peace and tenderness to overcome the loneliness and desolation in their hearts.

"The present world is stable and the years are quiet and peaceful". It turns out that it is an unrealistic extravagant hope. I dare not think about it or ask for it.

However, when a woman loves a man deeply, body and soul will be difficult to separate. As time goes by, and true love develops, you will have the desire to stay together and replace each other.

Shaohua gave all the eight-character letters to Nengcai and asked him if he could get married.

Even if you are as smart and insightful as time, you cannot avoid such evil obstacles.

When a man reaches middle age, he is like a blue lake.

Looking at the lake, mountains, and rippling water from a distance, it is quite charming. However, whether it is a school of fish playing under the lake or a deep sludge, how can you tell clearly for a while?

Their experience, honed through half a lifetime of personal practice, has easily conquered the heart of a little girl who is inexperienced in the world. She always complains about how miserable her married life is and how your presence can make his life more glorious.

Others may hear nonsense, but a woman in an emotional fog will believe everything.

But upon closer inspection, the implication of his words is very clear: I love you very much, but I can't marry you. Please be my invisible lover for the rest of my life.

In their hearts, there is a clear line between interests and love. They will not do such stupid things as giving up a career that they have worked hard for for the sake of love, and giving up a tasteless and comfortable life.

No matter how much you love him, you have to leave some room for yourself. Seriously, you will lose.

Zhang Nengcai was attached to the Japanese and puppet government. After Japan's defeat, his good days came to an end.

In a hurry, this selfish and cowardly man left Shaohua behind and came to the countryside to seek refuge. As a result, the wind and rain behind him all poured onto Shaohua.

The neighbor woman knew that Zhang Nengcai was gone, so she led a group of people to cause riot in Shaohua's house, robbing and smashing.

Have you ever seen such a battle in your youth? Fortunately, my best friend Yuefeng came and she drove them away. The neighbor, Boss Yu, also came and rushed into Shaohua's home with a knife.

In fact, Boss Yu has always been secretly in love with Shaohua. He got good materials and wanted to make clothes for her, but he didn't dare to give them to her.

This dilapidated house is untenable. Shaohua had no choice but to pack up all his belongings, take risks, and travel thousands of miles to find talents.

After a bumpy journey, I finally found it. At that time, Nengcai was so poor that even giving Shaohua a piece of cake became a luxury.

During this time, he wisely only bought a few knick-knacks, but when he returned to his rented house, he heard him calling the landlady a "little fool." She originally thought that "little fool" was an intimacy that was exclusive to her.

I have survived many hardships and hardships, but was beaten by this "little fool" to the point of losing all face and being exhausted physically and mentally.

Nengcai caressed his chest to comfort Shaohua and said, "Here, you are more important than her."

This is true, but a man's body and soul can be separated easily. This is especially true for talents. As long as women can be used by him, he can be good to them.

And for women, who wants a comparative result? The love a woman wants is unique, no one else can give me, and she can only call me a "little fool" for her sole favor and exclusive love.

Besides, which woman can tolerate the man in her heart telling another woman the love words he said to her?

Shaohua decided to leave. It was raining outside, so Neng Cai helped her hold the umbrella, and Shao Hua did not look back: "I, Shen Shao Hua, don't need anyone else to hold an umbrella for me!"

This person was haggard. It was Yue Feng who found Shao Hua in a basement full of water. Her face was pale and her whole body was shivering like the remaining leaves of autumn and winter.

Yuefeng fed Shaohua chestnuts, and Shaohua said, "My heart was eaten by a dog." Yuefeng burst into laughter, but the two of them couldn't help crying.

Born in troubled times, it is difficult to be a man and even more difficult to be a woman.

Because human nature is selfish, the deep love we think of will be wiped out at certain critical moments.

No matter how good the relationship is, it can't resist changes.

Protect your heart, give yourself some room in everything, and don't deliberately pursue a certain relationship. This way, you won't get yourself bruised and bruised.

On the eve of the end of the civil war, Shaohua and Nengcai reunited.

She had a perm, wore a cheongsam, and was drinking and dining with Boss Yu in a high-end restaurant; he was unshaven and in a state of desolation. Meeting again after a long absence, Shaohua couldn't help but chase after him.

Nengcai stretched out her trembling hand and wanted to touch Shaohua's face, but Shaohua avoided it subconsciously; but seeing Nengcai's painful eyes, she couldn't help but stroke his cheek: "How did it happen like this?"

Even though he had been hurt in all kinds of ways, Shaohua still couldn't let go of him in his heart. She is a woman after all.

But at that moment, Shaohua thought of Yuefeng who died in the dark night. She slapped her and told Naicai that Yuefeng was dead. She had changed the clothes herself. She took off the bullet casings one by one, and then A grave dug with one's own hands.

Nengcai felt pain in his heart. He hugged Shaohua like a life-saving straw and told her that he wanted to start over with her.

At this moment, someone came to search him. The two of them could only watch from a distance through the crowd.

Niancai anxiously mouthed to her, "I! Love! You!" He knew very well that if he lost this good opportunity, he would have no choice but to continue to wander around alone.

He wants to catch her, and then...who knows what will happen next? He only wants this moment, this life.

At this time, someone discovered his true identity and planned to expose it in public, but Shaohua stepped forward and put on a fierce show to save him.

In troubled times, Boss Yu finally exchanged gold bars for two ferry tickets and planned to go with Shaohua.

But when things came to a close, Shen Shaohua gave his boat ticket to Zhang Nengcai. The two of them cuddled tightly, knowing full well that if they were to say goodbye, their future would be uncertain, and life or death would be unpredictable.

Just as Shaohua and Nengcai were about to part ways, Boss Yu turned around and discovered that Shaohua had not boarded the boat. He, who was already on the boat, jumped off the boat and pushed his way to her side against the turbulent flow of people.

Boss Yu knew the deep love between Shaohua and Nengcai. He comforted Shaohua not to be sad, as he would be back in three or four years.

He wanted Shaohua to rest assured, saying that he would not have any wrong thoughts about her, and that before that, he just wanted to take good care of her.

Boss Yu did not get on the boat and stayed with her. After three or four years, Nengcai naturally did not come back. Even when I was young, I didn't see any talent.

Looking back a hundred years later, the gray-haired Zhang Nengcai went to look for news about Shen Shaohua. It turned out that Shen Shaohua fell into the sea and almost died, but was later rescued by the People's Liberation Army.

In the end, Shen Shaohua was alone and died in a turbulent era. Speaking of which, she exchanged her own life for Zhang Nengcai's.

It is moving to love someone without any thought for a long time. However, is such selfless love really worth it? Is love really not about whether it is worth it?

However, when Shaohua dragged all his belongings to find Nengcai, the harm caused to her by Nengcai's emotional infidelity was real; in troubled times, he was the one who left Shaohua and fled alone.

How could Shaohua not know the selfishness and cowardice of talented people?

is this man who keeps doing things that harm his time in the name of love. It was also this man who made Shaohua love and feel pain, and miss him all his life, but he was willing to be eaten up by him.

The authorities are just obsessed with it, but it makes others feel sad to see it.

There is one type of person in the world who is most vulnerable to injury, and that is a person who attaches too much importance to feelings, because they have no reservations.

We can be naive, but we must not be ignorant; we can treat others sincerely, but we must not be ignorant of people's hearts.

Never express your sincerity casually. Your lover only loves you seven points, so you have to keep three points for yourself.

At the end of the video, Zhang Nengcai, who looks like a small black dot, walks alone in the wind and snow.

Zhang Ailing-style desolation, Sanmao-style solitude, are these not the desolation and loneliness of life that each of us has to face?

Back then, "Red Dust" was filmed in Changchun. At that time, Brigitte Lin and Qin Han were still in love.

This is their last cooperation, just like the final separation of Shaohua and Nengcai.

Life is like this. We had intersections and tacit understandings, but in the end we still forgot about each other, and even stayed away from each other until old age and death.

The rolling dust of the world is the helplessness of human nature, and it is also the inability to control ourselves under the influence of the times.

Only those legends, accompanied by vague whispers, will be passed down to the world forever. Author

| Shui Qing is good at writing about the past events of the Republic of China with warmth and depth. Public account: Shui Qing’s Bagua Republic of China.

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