"Everyone Knows I Love You": He Xiaoran will never understand, Chen Feier's pain of "not being loved"

Chen Feier The long-awaited wedding is still ruined. The perfect character she had carefully created was torn to shreds. How beautiful and noble

used to be in front of people, now how embarrassed and unbearable.


And the culprit of all this comes from her family of origin.

is in the dressing room at the wedding scene, the parent, viciously asks her for money. As a younger brother, for the sake of money, together with outsiders, he pushed his elder sister to a point of no return.

On the wedding stage, she should have stood up to defend her fiancé. Not only did she let go of her hand, but she also poured all the dirty water on her for the sake of her own reputation without hesitation.

"I never knew that the woman I loved was a liar who deliberately concealed her identity and approached me."

Zhao Mingxuan distanced himself from the relationship and was eager to throw the blame. It was like a heavy punch that caught the already shaky Chen Feier even more by surprise.


For a while, she became the whirlpool of the storm.

For a while, she seemed to be exiled by everyone.

deliberately climbed the rich and noble Qingyun Road for more than ten years, and it turned into ashes in this moment. Xiao Shangqi, who appeared in

at this time, became the only straw that Chen Feier could grasp.

That's why Chen Feier had red eyes and begged He Xiaoran with tears to give Xiao Shangqi to her.

is this plea, which vividly embodies Chen Fei'er's suffering and absurdity in the past half of her life.


01: The unloved Chen Feier

Chen Feier's original family is like an old house full of thorns. Not only is it cold and has no warmth of family affection, it also stabbed her all over.

In the eyes of Chen Feier's parents, the beautiful eldest daughter is just a "commodity" for sale. It can be ignored, it can be enslaved, it can even be abused and punched.

Therefore, when parents see their daughter being disfigured, their first reaction is not to care, but to worry that the "goods" are worthless.

The son is the treasure of the family, and the daughter is the grass of the family.

The "iron triangle" friendship between Feier Chen, Xiao Shangqi and He Xiaoran was deepened by the suffering of being beaten by her father again and again.

's father beat her, and Xiao Shangqi and He Xiaoran took her to escape. But escape, where can you escape?


The thirteen-year-old Fei'er Chen has only one wish, that is, to escape from this family with all her life, to break free from this poor and ugly family.

In order to climb up, Chen Feier used Xiao Shangqi.

In order to climb up, Fei'er Chen has become sophisticated and calculating.

In order to climb up, Chen Feier also became hypocritical, from the inside to the outside, like wearing a layer of delicate "fake skin". When

was disfigured, Chen Feier thought about choosing Xiao Shangqi, because she didn't have many choices at this time.

But Xiao Shangqi's phone call made Chen Feier cut off this thought.

A man who has cut off contact with his family, is not favored by his father, and has to rely on an overdraft credit card to pay her medical expenses, how can he be the backer for her to escape from her original family?


At this time, Zhao Mingxuan appeared.

is handsome and rich, and he is also a successful businessman with skill. Such a man is tailor-made for Chen Feier. Facing Zhao Mingxuan's initiative, Chen Feier had no resistance.

Does Zhao Mingxuan like Chen Feier?

is obviously not. In his opinion, Chen Feier in front of him is just a tool he used to humiliate Xiao Shangqi.

and smart Chen Fei'er also saw through Zhao Mingxuan's mind early in the morning. The other party wants to humiliate Xiao Shangqi, she wants to climb up, in the end, it's just to use each other.

She is like a delicate clay doll, Zhao Mingxuan can pinch whatever he wants. How to humiliate, how to humiliate.

Chen Feier returned to her parents' home and was splashedA vegetable soup. Zhao Mingxuan only frowned when he saw it.


She just complained a few more words, saying that she was an accessory of Zhao Mingxuan, and was ruthlessly driven out of the car by the other party.

Zhao Mingxuan can call on Chen Fei'er as he calls it, and he can humiliate her in every possible way.

But Chen Fei'er didn't dare to have any complaints, and wanted to please him in various ways. Because as long as Zhao Mingxuan is willing, she can be beaten back to her original shape at any time. For

to fall back into the quagmire of the original family, this is undoubtedly a nightmare for Chen Feier.

02: Chen Feier's "exclusion" of He Xiaoran is actually a kind of jealousy

In this drama, Chen Feier's role is actually very unpleasant. This unpleasantness stemmed from her attitude towards Xiao Shangqi and He Xiaoran.


When he was young, Xiao Shangqi liked Chen Feier. As long as she had a problem, Xiao Shangqi would always appear in time.

In Chen Feier's gloomy girlhood, Xiao Shangqi is one of the few glimmers she can hold tightly.

Xiao Shangqi likes her, Chen Feier knows well, but she can't tell. While enjoying Xiao Shangqi's kindness to her calmly, he did not respond to Xiao Shangqi's love for a long time.

Chen Feier's behavior is tantamount to raising a "spare tire". To use an unpleasant old saying is to ride a donkey to find a horse. Obviously, Xiao Shangqi is the "donkey".

Why does Chen Feier have this attitude?

is nothing more than that Xiao Shangqi can't give her the life she wants, but Chen Feier, who has been short of love for a long time, is greedy for Xiao Shangqi's concern for her.


is like this to Xiao Shangqi;

is even more extreme to He Xiaoran.

Chen Feier is a very smart person. He Xiaoran likes Xiao Shangqi. She also sees through but doesn't say anything, and takes the opportunity to run on it.

Xiao Shangqi lined up for a long time to buy the lipstick for her, and Chen Feier turned her head and gave it to He Xiaoran, saying that she didn't like the color number.

don't like lipstick number?

just wanted to show off in front of He Xiaoran.

Xiao Shangqi, whom He Xiaoran was thinking of, is just one of many suitors here.

Girls' Generation Chen Feier ran on He Xiaoran so much. When they met again later, they learned that He Xiaoran had become Xiao Shangqi's girlfriend, and Chen Feier's run turned into a provocation.


had a chance to create a misunderstanding between He Xiaoran and Xiao Shangqi. Whenever there is a chance, he will stab at He Xiaoran's heart.

This kind of work by Chen Feier on the bright side is to "compete for favor" and to regain a sense of existence in Xiao Shangqi.

But the real root lies in He Xiaoran.

She can't see why Xiaoran is happier. To put it bluntly, it is a kind of jealousy. Chen Feier's jealousy towards He Xiaoran, although hidden deep, is not without trace.

Compared with Chen Feier's original family, He Xiaoran's original family is much happier.

The parents are loving, and the family situation is acceptable. As the only daughter in the family, He Xiaoran enjoys the unique love of her parents.

He Xiaoran's original family is full of fireworks and human touch, which Chen Feier and Xiao Shangqi envy but dare not ask for.


Fei'er Chen's parents only thought about how to "sell" her for a good price and how to squeeze all the value out of her.

And He Xiaoran's parents only think about how to make their daughter happier, how to escort her happiness, and how to protect her from the wind and rain.

can understand Chen Feier's jealousy of He Xiaoran's original family.

Why did Chen Feier go to He Xiaoran's house, ate a bowl of noodles from her parents, and received a wedding red envelope, and insisted on hiring someone to pretend to be her parents at the wedding, and created a character for them to love her daughter.

Chen Feier hopes that she is happy, even if this happiness, just an illusion wrapped in lies.


Fei'er Chen's jealousy of He Xiaoran is not only the original family, but also Xiao Shangqi.

said earlier that Chen Feier is a smart person, Xiao Shangqi realized it later, and did not realize his intentions for He Xiaoran three years ago.

Will Chen Feier, who is a friend of the two, notice it?

She noticed it and knew that Xiao Shangqi's kindness to herself was just a habit and pity for her situation. Because

noticed it, she was even more jealous.

is jealous that He Xiaoran not only has a warm family, but also a Xiao Shangqi who truly loves her.

In order to balance this feeling of jealousy, Chen Feier can only get a little comfort by suppressing and running on He Xiaoran.

Out of this kind of jealousy, Chen Feier only concealed He Xiaoran's confession three years ago. Because she knew that in front of Xiao Shangqi, she couldn't win against He Xiaoran.


Fei'er Chen has been doing one thing for half her life, and that is to break free from her original family.

's marriage to Zhao Mingxuan is the closest to her dream. But the wedding was destroyed, her life was revealed, and Chen Feier, who could touch the clouds, was slammed back into the mud again.

What exactly is Chen Feier facing at this time?

Other people's pointing, ridicule, endless exploitation by parents and younger brother, and the psychological gap that falls from the sky to the ground.

Chen Feier's suffering, He Xiaoran didn't understand, so she said that Zhao Mingxuan was not a good match, and asked her to offer some comforting words.

From beginning to end, Fei'er Chen knew that marrying Zhao Mingxuan was not a good choice. But if she doesn't marry Zhao Mingxuan, how can she break free from her family of origin?