I used to hate this actress so much

can't remember which day I swiped Weibo , and saw that Jinsha made a public relationship.

Jinsha is certainly not a popular female star now, but it is strange that I like her since she is no longer popular.

because she is not popular, she burst out her vitality that has been neglected in the past, which made me feel more than once, in fact, this female star has a strong and sturdy heart, and she can't stand the beating of fate.

The first time I knew Jin Sha, it seems that she was in high school. At that time, she participated in " 18-year-old sky " and played the pure and sweet school flower Lan Feilin in the play, which was very impressive. But in fact, this show didn't belong to my childhood, so I didn't watch it much, I just had such an impression of her.

and later, she made her debut as " JJ Lin Junior Sister" and sang a lot of works that sound good now, such as " Wind Blown Summer ".

For me, this is the beginning of Jinsha's popularity.

Because the Internet was not developed at that time, but as a small town girl who did not chase stars at all, I often heard Jin Sha's name and her songs, Hu Ge became popular overnight because of " Legend of Sword and Fairy " After that, Jinsha also worked with Hu Ge on the TV drama "Myth", which had a high rating at that time. Although

is not the heroine, but the role she played at that time was more popular than the heroine.

Jinsha was like a porcelain doll at that time. She looked and sounded very sweet, and she was popular, so in the first few years of her debut, everyone thought she would be very popular.

Unfortunately, the appearance of Jinsha seems to be short-lived. Later, she gave me the feeling that it was a bit difficult to describe. After the surprise, Jin Sha's works did not keep up at all, but there were a lot of messy scandals.

personally had an affair with Han Han , and also had an affair with Mei Ting 's predecessor Yan Po . In addition to emotional scandals,

also had a scolding battle with other female singers. At that time, he almost slaughtered his blog, and it didn't take long for him to fall into plastic surgery rumors.

These gossips happened to female stars, which is actually nothing, but the key point of Jinsha's response at that time always gave people a feeling of "doing things" and "insincere".

To be honest, everyone's impression of Jinsha at that time was that she was "very good" and liked to wear a mask. You always feel that there are countless things you don't know buried under her sweetness, and it may not be people. favorite things.

At that time, she obviously tossed a lot of things that she wanted to be popular, but she had to show her most innocent and naive attitude, a bit like the current Ju Jingyi , living too tight and too tight, never dared to Face your weaknesses. People like

are destined to be far from being popular, and they are also far from being a big heroine.

I honestly didn't like Jinsha at the time.

The current Jinsha is a little different.

In fact, there are not many stills she can take now, and her appearances are basically in variety shows, such as "'s sister riding the wind and waves", such as "'s daughters' love ", such as actor variety shows and so on.

But when I listen to her again now, I feel that she has really changed a lot, and finally she doesn't have the feeling of being screwed up before.

The current Jinsha still looks sweet,The heart has become too strong, and sober and self-sufficient.

For example, she is polite and restrained in love shows, but she can identify people who offend her at a glance. Even if others pUA her, she knows how to say no; for example, in actor variety shows, even if she is aggrieved, But she was not defeated by the denial of others, and what she showed was calm, the kind of attitude that she did not try to prove anything, nor did she want to convince others.

What is true inner strength? Not to see how sonorously she speaks, nor to see if she can resist the changes of the years (this is something we passively bear).

The real inner strength depends on whether a person dares to face everything about himself - desire, ambition, vulnerability, and then do what he wants to do, and bear the praise or rejection that comes with it.

In "Sister Riding the Wind and Waves", Jin Sha is almost the one who dares to face controversy. When

was interviewed for the first time, she did not shy away from her age and emotional issues. She confessed that she really wanted to fall in love, but no one came to love her. She also talked about her past twists, and said that she used to always put herself When a little girl looks at it, she doesn't dare to face the changes brought about by age, so she runs to toss her face.

now finally has the courage to say what he wants and learn to say no to everyone and things that don't suit him. When

was interviewed by Yi Lijing later, he even admitted generously that he wanted to become popular now.

admits that he still has ambitions and desires. He was questioned by Yi Li in the past and did not deliberately excuse himself. He sincerely admitted that he did some immature wrongs at that time.

Her interview made Yi Lijing, who has always been the best at uncovering the hypocrisy of stars, show appreciation.

Jin Sha now makes me think that she is a little girl on the outside but a big heroine on the inside.

because of her bravery is not only to pursue and challenge the unknown, but to lower her head and have a dialogue with the real and imperfect self in her heart.

Who can be free from fragility and falsehood in human nature? People who are not brave enough in their hearts, dare not admit it, and will never face it.

But brave people are willing to take a look at their sore and vulnerable surfaces, review them repeatedly, and repair them carefully.

I think Jin Sha is the big heroine now, because in the changes of time, she finally has the ability to self-examine and repair.

Is it more than Jinsha?

Every one of us has to go from youth to middle age to old age. It is destined to gradually live a life of fragmentation and then mending.

Before the age of 20, everyone relied on luck. From then on, the struggle is to repair the ability, from the body to the soul.

So what I liked afterward was all those people or things that can fix the little vulnerabilities in our lives. Such as love, such as the easy fall, such as sunshine and air, such as spring wind, and every meal that is taken seriously.

Impermanence is a kind of damage, but everyday is a repair.

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