I still remember watching Hong Kong dramas when I was a child. I always wanted to grow up and become a person as neat, clear and confident as in the story.
However, I don't know since when, Hong Kong dramas have gradually declined. Those police and gangster films with bright rhythms and distinctive characters seem to have long since left us. Even the " Forensic Pioneer " series, which bears the good memories of childhood, has also disappeared. Overshadowed by the remake.
However, in the summer of 2021, such a drama appeared, which brought me back the feeling of childhood Hong Kong drama.
is " Criminal Investigation Diary " with a Douban score of 8.1.
This drama jumped out of the traditional criminal investigation routine, chose to start from the perspective of the mentally ill, and set up a pattern in which everyone is sick. The layout and settings of
make those ordinary cases confusing. Doctors, patients, experts, police officers, and even murderers, these high-IQ patients confront each other, making you even vaguely guess. Who the murderer is will not be confirmed because of the smoke bomb of mental illness, as if shrouded in mist. However, the brain-burning plot of
is already so exciting, but if you ignore the plot and just look at the characters in the play, it seems to be even better. They are not lightly ill, and their illness is well-founded.
therefore makes the viewers have a deeper understanding of mental illness, and also has more understanding and tolerance for these mentally ill people, so that the public can understand that mental illness is not incurable, and these people are not all aggressive. .
There are many mental patients in this show, and they are all very representative, but I still like the most special character in this show - Zhu Ji.
Strictly speaking, Zhu Ji is not a character, but a small part of a character. He is a personality born by the male protagonist when he was fourteen years old when he witnessed his mother drugging and was strongly stimulated.
It seems that he was born with only one mission, that is, to bear the pain that he cannot bear for the main character.
He clearly knows that he is just a derivative personality, but he is still committed to being the male protagonist of his novels.
He also understands that after he has done everything for Ye Jinfeng, he will definitely disappear.
But he was not negative at all, and he did not have any negative emotions towards Ye Jinfeng. He still took care of him after every escape, and tried his best to do everything well.
didn't choose to become Ye Jinfeng's subordinate even when the time of existence was so limited, but lived out himself, learned and became a famous handwriting identification expert.
is like the evaluation of him in the play, he is not like a person, he has no selfishness, he is like an angel.
He is so beautiful, so beautiful that when I first saw this character, I even envied Ye Jinfeng a little, and even couldn't help but think how happy it would be if I could have such a personality.
is a treasure that exists only for you, bears everything you don't want to bear, protects you forever, embraces your personality, is like a treasure, and lives and dies with you, a treasure that belongs only to you, this How rare and how precious.
But with the development of the plot, I gradually can't think so,
because I know that although Zhu Ji is only a personality in the objective sense, but under the subjective will of the individual, I am willing to admit that he is an independent and The real soul, he is not a part of Ye Jinfeng, but an individual with his own independent thoughts and emotions.
is just like any of us independent people except that he doesn't have an independent body.
He will also love people, and also have his own family, friendship, and love, and he will also hope that the people he loves will look at him, know him, and remember him, even if it is only ten seconds.
The author of the novel met his heroine, You Yanxing occupied his library, so Zhu Ji's selfless personality was also mixed with the selfishness of love,
So he would have a close contact with his heroine in Ye Jinfeng When the time comes out, he will teach himself without a teacher after kissing his heroineHe learned Ye Jinfeng's escape, and even reappeared to comfort his heroine after disappearing.
as the main body who bears the pain of childhood, he chose to hug and hurt his mother, and in the face of love that may end at any time, he also chooses to move forward bravely.
is helpless to say goodbye to this world at any time, and he also chooses to accept the arrangement of fate. For a soul like
, I can't accept his fate that he can only disappear silently.
to know that if he can be given a separate body, he may not be different from us at all, and even he will be much better than many of us.
Therefore, I no longer feel envious of the protagonist. After all, the helplessness of being in it is very understandable, and I don't want or want an independent soul to sacrifice for me.
And as the plot goes deeper, my feelings for people with this kind of disease become more complicated. Just imagine, if people with this kind of mental illness have a personality similar to Zhu Ji's , they have their own life lines and their own feelings.
How should friends and lovers who interact with these different personalities deal with themselves, how should they choose, and how should they be treated?
Can these beings with independent thinking, which we call personalities, be called life?
Other mental illnesses may have great potential for cure, but for dissociative disorder, with or without treatment, it means that there will be some kind of harm, and this harm is sometimes even permanent.
So as ordinary people, all we can do is to be more tolerant and respectful to these people.
And I am also looking forward to the day when there will be an effective prevention method for the disease of personality separation, so that the mind will no longer be covered with dust, maybe this is the real cure for this disease.
Conclusion
"Criminal Investigation Diary" has come to an end, and the fate of the characters in the plot is gradually becoming clear. The
show made me really understand last summer about various mental illnesses and the hardships these patients face when fighting against these illnesses, so instead of knowing the real culprit of the case, I paid more attention to them. The fate of the different characters in the play. Although
is a criminal investigation drama, the issues about human nature and psychology discussed in the drama are explained in simple language, so that audiences who do not know much about this aspect can understand the deep meaning.
No matter whether the male protagonist will be cured or not, and whether Zhu Ji's novels can have a happy ending, no matter what the ending is, You Yanxing will always remember Zhu Ji, and the audience will not forget such a living soul, so that enough.