Kobe Bryant, the day after you left

On January 28, 2020, the situation of the new coronavirus pneumonia is still grim. You can only stay at home, and it is more difficult to release the sad emotions.

saw the news yesterday morning and couldn't believe it and would not speak. How I wish there was a news that after careful searching, I found the escaped Kobe and his daughter, even if they lied to me.

read the news about Kobe for a day yesterday and saw Duncan , Wade, Rivers, Tre Young, LeBron James... I couldn't help crying, and my tears were also spinning. Especially when I saw Carmelo Anthony's interview, I couldn't help but shed tears. saw a Kohei at saying that he also loves Kobe. I scolded him in my heart. Why do I love him now? What is the meaning of loving him now. even when I saw an article on about Bryant’s performance against the sky after the Eagle County incident, I scolded him in my heart. Kobe has been brilliant for 20 years in the NBA and his performance against the sky is countless. Why just mention this , Consume him?

I asked myself, why is it so sad?

He is just a star I like. I just met him on Internet TV. I haven't even bought his jersey and sneakers. Why am I so sad? When

thinks that I can only see him on Internet TV in the future and never see him in person again, I feel sad; when

thinks that he has left so painfully and cruelly and suddenly, I feel sad;

一I feel sad when I think of him being so young and so good and so kind;

thinks that the old helicopter "tremblingly" falls, and Kobito lifts his daughter at the last moment, I feel sad;

thinks of him, I can no longer continue to receive him I can only find inspiration in my memories, and I feel sad;

thinks that their happy family has suddenly suffered this change, and I feel sad;

I can’t accept it and don’t want to think about it.

I can’t be more difficult: Although I haven’t met each other, I imitated his actions and "relentless" when playing; although I have never met, I always use what he said to motivate myself when encountering problems; although I have not met, my friend There is him in the circle, Weibo has him, and the blog has him; although I have not met, I have him in love, I have him in life;

I can’t be more difficult: has never met, but I have been following his guidance.. ...He left, the road ahead became dim, a spiritual pillar was missing, and there was no invisible support and hope in the future. ( When I was in school, after work, when I couldn’t stick to one thing wholeheartedly and wanted to be lazy, I would hint to myself that I would stick to it and I would succeed if I stick to it. After the exam is over and I get the job, I will take a good look. A Kobe game as a reward ().

Things are really impermanent, too impermanent. A few days ago, I was still watching the game on the sidelines, talking to James the day before yesterday, and talking to O’Neal’s son before getting on the helicopter. Suddenly, suddenly, suddenly, he left, really. Too impermanent, WTF

You are not only an idol, you are a unique existence, I believe that in many years, I will still remember what you said, will still be influenced by you, will still accept your encouragement, and thank you in the future.

May you rest in peace.

I won't say anything more. I am sad.

love you. Kobe Bryant