"The First Incense": Don't overestimate your concentration, and don't underestimate the magic of desire

text/Meng Qingkong blue

A person’s sorrow is not someone else’s, it is always one’s own.

That year, she finally married the one she loved, but she knew clearly that this happiness is illusory, happiness is short-lived, and pain is permanent. She is still like moths to the fire, and walks in willingly Ended this game.

If you want to ask me who she is and what kind of story is this, then I would like to borrow a sentence from Zhang Ailing: "Please find the moldy and green copper incense burner handed down in the family, light up an agarwood shavings, and listen to me. A story from Hong Kong before the war, you have finished lighting this furnace of agarwood crumbs, and my story should be over."

Yes, this story comes from " the first incense burner ". It is a novel by Zhang Ailing and tells a female student. Ge Weilong wanted to stay in Hong Kong because of her studies, and then asked her aunt, Mrs. Leung, for help, but was exploited and eventually turned into a story of degeneration.

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You must have this experience: I watched the last episode of the TV series and went to study, but it turned out that I couldn't stop and wasted a lot of time. We always think that we can withstand the temptation and control ourselves, but in fact, we are often led by the nose by other things. The same is true for the hero of the

novel called Ge Weilong. She is a native of Shanghai. Due to the turmoil of the current situation, she took refuge from Shanghai to Hong Kong with her family. However, the price of goods in Hong Kong skyrocketed and their family could hardly make ends meet, so the family decided to leave Hong Kong and return to Shanghai. In order to be able to continue studying in Hong Kong, she took refuge in her aunt, Mrs. Liang, who had severed contact for many years. Mrs. Liang has been widowed for many years and lived in a mansion on the mountain. When Ge Weilong went there for the first time, she was shocked. She felt the luxurious style of her aunt's house, but felt that everything here was so absurd and funny.

The classic glazed tiles and red bricks are matched with modern glass doors, which looks very inconsistent; the western-style stove, the sofa, the oriental jade snuff bottle, and the Guanyin statue are put together, it seems out of place. But Mrs. Liang enjoyed this feeling very much and felt nothing wrong with it. When we first met

, Mrs. Liang agreed to Ge Weilong's request, which gave Ge Weilong a sigh of relief. However, there was another faint anxiety in Ge Weilong's heart.

She has witnessed the arrogance and glamour in the house of Mrs. Liang, drunk and drunk. Such luxury and splendor made her doubt that everything here is false. But she still comforted herself: "As long as I behave and stand upright, I am not afraid that she will not treat each other with courtesy."

Maybe people are like this sometimes, knowing that they may go to the abyss, but because they can't see the road ahead. So I was lucky enough to encourage myself to try again, until I finally found out that everything was my own wishful thinking, and I regretted it.

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As the old saying goes: "Near Zhu is red, near ink is black." But Ge Weilong just doesn't believe this principle. She believes in her concentration and believes that she will not be corroded.

However, since she moved into the house of her aunt, Mrs. Liang, everything has undergone subtle changes. Mrs. Liang's methods are indeed very clever. She knows how to win people's hearts and break through the opponent's psychological defense step by step.

She prepared a closet for Ge Weilong, new clothes suitable for various occasions. These beautiful new clothes touched Ge Weilong's heart. She had a desire to wear them and wanted others to see her beauty. So she started wearing those beautiful clothes to dinners, tea parties, concerts and card games.

At this time, she still doesn't know that she is like a little white rabbit, step by step approaching the trap set by the hunter.

She even secretly rejoiced that Mrs. Liang just used her as a guise to attract ordinary young people, but these were only her wishful thinking. Mrs. Leung is scheming and well-versed in the long-term way to catch big fish. How could she be in a hurry?

The young Ge Weilong has no experience, how can he know this? She always thought that as long as her concentration was strong enough, she would not be deceived by the corruption of the upper class. However, she underestimated the fragility of human nature and the magic of love.

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What is the magic of love? It’s hard for us to say clearly, but IWe know that love will make you feel worthy in the world, and even if you go up to the sword and down the fire, you will be happy.

With the help of her aunt, Ge Weilong fell in love with Qiao Qiqiao. Qiao Qiqiao is a swinger brother. He loves to play. If he wants enough money to play, he needs a rich woman to support his expenses. However, where is Ge Weilong rich, she eats her aunt's, lives with her aunt, and uses her aunt's.

Ge Weilong knew that Qiao Qiqiao was such a person. She was in pain, but she still wanted to marry him. This strong desire made her give up her self-esteem and be willing to fall. She wanted to make money, so she volunteered to become a profit-making tool for her aunt, betraying her body, to please those powerful and powerful to get wealth.

There is no doubt that this is a road that cannot be turned back. Although she got Qiao Qiqiao rightfully and became his wife, her soul fell into endless pain. After

got married, he once complained that Qiao Qiqiao did not want to lie to make her happy, but Qiao Qiqiao said: "You don't need me to lie to you. You will coax yourself."

Yes, if not Ge Weilong If you can coax yourself, how can you get into such a predicament and cannot extricate yourself. She understands that she fell voluntarily, which can't blame anyone; she also understands that she didn't get the love she really wanted after all, and Qiao Qiqiao was just using her.

But, there is no turning back in this world, love is wrong, really is a lifetime.



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