What kind of encounter can make a 28-year-old woman, in the bloom of youth and with a life as gorgeous as summer flowers, choose the path of no return, the path that seems to be able to escape everything, but in fact makes everyone who loves her choose the path of no return? A road that makes people miserable? Yes, she chose suicide, an extreme and cruel way to end her life.
In Tianjin in 1971, a baby was born. She was Xie Jin. Who could have imagined what kind of storm this little life would cause on the music stage in the future?
Xie Jin’s musical path can be said to have been paved by her mother Yan Yongli. Yan Yongli is not only an amateur music lover, but also a discerning talent.
She discovered Xie Jin's musical talent early, like discovering a bright pearl. In order to make this pearl shine, Yan Yongli put in a lot of effort.
When Xie Jin was just a little baby, Yan Yongli began to cultivate her sense of music. The home is always filled with the sounds of various musical instruments, the melodiousness of the violin, the deepness of the cello, and the melody of vocal music. These sounds are like air, permeating into Xie Jin's life.
Gradually, Xie Jin became very interested in these sounds, as if it was an innate instinct.
As time goes by, Xie Jin's love for music only grows. Her voice talent is even more amazing, as if her voice had been kissed by God. So, with the encouragement and guidance of his mother, Xie Jin began to participate in various singing competitions, and came home with great honors every time. Trophies and honors came one after another, making Xie Jin famous in the local music circle.
However, what really made Xie Jin stand out was the Tianjin TV station's "Hope Cup" competition she participated in when she was 15 years old. This competition was a major event in Tianjin at the time, attracting more than 7,000 players to compete. As the youngest among them, Xie Jin impressed people with his outstanding performance. On the day of the
competition, Xie Jin stood on the stage, facing countless audiences and judges, but she was not nervous at all.
When she sang the song "Jincheng, the Star in My Heart" composed by her mother, the whole scene seemed to be still. Her voice is like the sound of nature, penetrating everyone's heart. At that moment, everyone was conquered by her singing.
In the end, Xie Jin passed the test with his outstanding performance and won the second place in the popular singing group. This achievement is undoubtedly a huge affirmation for her who is only 15 years old. At that moment, Xie Jin's name began to spread in Tianjin and even wider places.
When Xie Jin was 16 years old, she was not the kind of good girl who could only chew books. On the contrary, she plunged into a local art troupe and traveled around with her mother, accumulating a lot of performance experience. You can imagine that at that time, she was like a bird with fledged wings, eager to soar in the sky of art.
She is not fighting alone. She also recorded albums while going to school. In just two years, 7 solo albums and 10 compilation albums were released. This is no joke, these songs combined have sold nearly a million copies! At that time, Xie Jin had already tried his best in the music world and showed his talents.
Time flies so fast, and Xie Jin is 17 years old in a blink of an eye. At this age, she is no longer content with being a little child.
In order to pursue a bigger stage, she resolutely came to Beijing and prepared to make a career in this big city. Hey, don't tell me, she really made a name for herself when she started, and she quickly became famous in the circle.
In 1990, 19-year-old Xie Jin ushered in an important turning point in her life. She was invited to participate in the "90 Asian Games" party. This party was star-studded and gathered with big names.
Xie Jin is like a rising star, and he is lucky enough to stand on this stage. She sang a song called "Light of the Asian Games". Her voice was as high as breaking through clouds and cracking rocks, and as loud as the sound of nature.Coupled with her youthful style, she became famous in one fell swoop and became popular all over the country.
How popular was Xie Jin at that time? Let's put it this way, her fame is comparable to that of singing superstars such as Mao Amin, Na Ying, Wei Wei, Faye Wong, and Yang Yuying.
After the performance in Hong Kong, China, she was spotted by the "Yineng Dongyin" company invested by two superstars, Alan Tam and Andy Lau, and signed a contract to become its singer. At this moment, Xie Jin's music career officially entered the fast lane.
Time came to 1993, and Xie Jin’s singing career reached a higher level. She was signed to Warner Music, a global music giant. Warner Records had high hopes for Xie Jin and spent huge sums of money to tailor-make her first album "Xie Jin".
This album was like a blockbuster, detonating the entire music industry. Among them, songs such as "Women Are Born to Dream" and "Don't Love Too Much" quickly spread and became popular hits in the streets.
Xie Jin’s peak moment was at CCTV’s 35th anniversary party.
She stunned everyone with her song "Rap Face". This song perfectly blends Peking Opera and pop music and has become an eternal classic. Xie Jin became famous in one fell swoop and became the goddess of singing in the hearts of countless people.
However, just when her career was at its peak, a sudden change caused her to fall from heaven to hell. That incident was like a bolt from the blue, causing a dramatic change in her destiny. From then on, Xie Jin's life took another path, full of tragedy and regret.
In 1994, Xie Jin, a rising star in the music scene, stepped onto the stage of a university in Nanjing, preparing to give a shocking concert to tens of thousands of enthusiastic fans. At that time, she was at the peak of her powers, and the expectations and passion in her heart were like gunpowder, ready to go.
However, there are unpredictable events in the sky, and misfortunes and misfortunes happen to people. Just when Xie Jin was about to sing loudly, the sound equipment lost his temper like a naughty child, the sound was intermittent, and the effect was extremely poor. This is undoubtedly a disaster for Xie Jin, who regards performance as his life.
She stood on the stage, facing the audience, feeling the anger and loss in her heart. She felt that there was someone behind her back, deliberately stumbling upon her. Because in that circle, there is an unwritten rule: the singer must say hello to the sound engineer before going on stage, otherwise he may encounter "black hands".
Xie Jin is a straight person, she doesn't understand the twists and turns of human nature. She felt that someone must have disliked her and deliberately embarrassed her. So, she decided to step down from the stage and talk to the staff to clarify.
However, anger often makes people lose their minds. In anger, Xie Jin slapped an accompanying staff member. And this slap was like opening Pandora's box, triggering a series of consequences.
It turns out that the person who was beaten was not an ordinary staff member, but a big boss in the company. If this slap continues, Xie Jin will be in big trouble. Soon, she was hidden by the record company, and her career instantly hit rock bottom.
However, gold always shines. Just in 1995, Xie Jin was invited to the stage of the Spring Festival Gala due to his high popularity. She sang the popular song "What Do You Want to See" and once again made audiences across the country feel her charm.
However, the good times did not last long. After the Spring Festival Gala, Xie Jin's career did not turn around, but continued to decline.
She became more and more lost and closed off. The once lively, cheerful and unrestrained Xie Jin was gone, replaced by a taciturn and wary of people.
When her mother saw her like this, she felt extremely worried. But Xie Jin always comforted his mother with a forced smile and said: "Mom, I'm fine." But, is she really fine?
Repressed emotions are like an active volcano that will explode one day. Xie Jin chose the most extreme way to vent his inner pain. At that moment, she seemed to have turned into a butterfly with broken wings, falling from the sky and never being able to fly again.
The morning sunlight shines on the ground through the window, and the golden brilliance is in sharp contrast with the silence in the room.
Xie Jin stood quietly in the bathroom, letting the water wash over his body, as if he wanted to wash away all the troubles in the world. She put on her favorite clothes, which were as full of complex emotions as her heart.
Then, she walked towards the window sill at home. We have no way of knowing what kind of struggle and determination she was feeling in her heart at that moment. She just knew that the moment she jumped down, her world became completely silent.
Her parents looked at her falling figure, and her hoarse shouts were like sharp blades cutting through the originally peaceful air. The mother rushed forward and hugged Xie Jin's body tightly, which still had the slightest heartbeat. Her face was still intact, as if she was just sleeping, but her closed eyes could no longer be opened.
Amidst his mother's grief-stricken cries, Xie Jin opened his eyes slightly, and with the weakest voice, he called softly: "Mom..." That was her last nostalgia for the world, and also her love for the world. The mother felt deeply guilty. Then, her heartbeat stopped completely, and her soul seemed to float into the distance with that call.
Xie Jin's departure was like a bombshell, causing huge waves in the originally peaceful life.
Major newspapers have reported on this incident, and people have speculated on the reason why she jumped from the building. However, the real reason is known only to herself, and it is an unspeakable secret.
Two days before jumping off the building, Xie Jin tried to commit suicide. She stood on the windowsill and looked at the world outside the window, feeling full of confusion and despair. Fortunately, her mother found her in time and took her down. However, the window that was tightly screwed with iron wire failed to lock her heart.
Xie Jin's departure was not accidental, but the result of long-term depression deep in her heart. She was once a girl full of expectations for life, but her mother's strict discipline and her expectation for her daughter to succeed made her gradually lose herself. She once shined on the stage, but career setbacks plunged her into endless darkness.
She once said: "If my mother doesn't follow me, I won't be able to speak in front of unfamiliar people." This sentence revealed her inner loneliness and helplessness. She longs to be understood and cared for, but the reality makes her feel increasingly lonely.
At the last moment of her life, she bought herself a light lotus-colored rabbit fur vest. That vest was as short and gorgeous as her life, but it also heralded her departure.
