there are always some people, humble to the dust.
When " Hidden Into the Dust " was just released, I saw that the director was from Gaotai, Gansu, and wanted to watch it. However, there are very few films in this film, and the explanation given by my friends is like this.
Later, I stumbled across iQIYI that I could watch it, so I projected it on the TV at home and watched it with corn. It feels familiar at first glance, because Gaotai County is not far from my hometown, so the dialects in it are very familiar, the farming behavior is very familiar, and even the evils of human nature in a poor life are familiar. What really smelled the stamina was when Er Shu walked into the movie theater and realized the original sin brought about by poverty.
I am the first female college student in our village. Other girls of the same age have reached the limit of studying until they graduate from junior high school. Some of them made way for their elder brothers or younger brothers. It's one reason. What's worse is the parent's thinking. They think it's useless for girls to study, and sooner or later they will belong to someone else's family.
So from a very young age, I knew that studying hard was the only way out. In addition to studying, you also need to help your family with farm work. If you don't study well, or you can't finish your family's work, you may not be able to read books. When I was admitted to university, I never took a tutoring class or bought an extracurricular book.
Every summer I go to school during the harvest time, under the poisonous sun of Hexi Corridor , and go to school in autumn after getting tanned. Now my undergraduate diploma and CET-4 and CET-6 English certificates are still a dark photo taken when I was in school. In the original family of
, the inferiority caused by poverty goes hand in hand. Fortunately, the integrity and warmth of the family, as well as the nourishment of knowledge and the expansion of vision, do not have any character defects, and they are slowly healing themselves.
is just the poverty of childhood, which will really affect people's life. Even if I am not so poor later, I am still very, very afraid of returning to poverty, and it is difficult to truly gain a sense of relaxation in my heart. Like to plan ahead.
With the growth of experience, I am more able to accept the past more calmly. Everything has two sides. Poverty has made me more cherished, and it has also shaped my persevering character, and I am more aware of the truth that knowledge changes life. It used to be, now Too.
now occasionally go back to their hometown to see, and the change is not big.
The farming method in which a donkey does all the farm work has long been replaced by mechanization, but the annual income of farmers, excluding seeds, pesticides, fertilizers, machinery, etc., is not much better than that of horses with iron.
Now, rural children are not facing the problem of not being able to go to school, but the problem of poor educational resources and poor parents' awareness, which makes it difficult for poor families to have good children.
What has not changed is that the cultural habit of women and elderly people left behind in the villages, squatting at the entrance of the village and chatting about the right and wrong of other people's homes has not changed; the habit of trampling on the poor and taking advantage of the weak has not changed; the behavior of evil daughter-in-law bullying the elderly still exists. … Again, poverty is the original sin.
In fact, the original sin of poverty is more than that. Targeted poverty alleviation After so many years, there are still very poor places and very poor people. When poverty becomes a culture and a personality, it is difficult for others to change anything. In the dispute over the amount of relief money;
is too forbearance and evasion, rural people rarely go to the medical examination, because they dare not face it, and they will not go to the hospital unless it is a last resort. There are not a few of them, let alone the use of insurance and other tools to transfer risks, which is not a cognitive option at all.
Therefore, when a person is in the trap of poverty, it is basically useless to persuade him to read and study, to change his thinking and to change his cognition. Asking them to be of noble character, modesty and kindness, why not eat meat and help the poor First help.
Although the various situations in Gansu are notWho can change in a short period of time, and the more they grow up, the more they realize that the power of an individual is very small, but it would be very stupid to wait for the development of the region to improve the situation. Self-help is better than others at any time. Hemp rope loves to be broken in small places, and bad luck picks up the poor. With a sincere heart and with the help of the Internet, we can break more information gaps and let more people know that we may have other options.
Everyone can be a light, not only illuminating others, but also pointing out their own way.
Author: Hua Zi
From: Huatian Banmu
