Ah Qin, Liu Yang
reported on November 21 On November 21, Liu Yang re-published a long article apologizing for breaking up with Ah Qin because of his derailment. At the same time, he also denied "appointment and sexual harassment." Waiting for the rumors, and claimed that they will not appear in front of everyone again. Full text of
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Thank you all for punishing and condemning people like me. Everyone is doing the right thing. As a blogger, I have caused a bad influence on society and I am willing to accept everyone's criticism unconditionally. The
thing has developed up to now, when everyone hates me, everything I did before has been magnified many times, and many things I have never done before have also been spread rumors... People around me have been hurt one after another. I haven't slept for a few days, and my thoughts and words may be a little messy, but I still want to explain these things from my personal perspective.
I made a very big mistake. When I realized that I had changed my mind, I knew that I was sorry and was not worthy of her. I talked to her about breaking up. Afterwards, I naively thought that it was enough to make a short statement and take the responsibility on myself. On the one hand, before the last relationship was dealt with, the other side kept calming down and gave various promises. I apologized to everyone immediately when something went wrong, I didn't hide any thoughts, and I really didn't have any intentions to settle. I used the most embarrassing way to end my longest and most important relationship in the past 20 years. I thought that no one would be harmed if I kept the secret, but I forgot the basic sense of responsibility and the consequences if these things were discovered. .
But a lot of other things have been fermented later... including my being exposed by those people. In these years, I have never stopped chatting with others or so-called sexual harassment... I did not have sex with anyone at the beginning, I It is impossible to force anyone to do those things. Everything is my illusion and my thinking about others, which led to some excessive chatting and contact with other girls. When I had a girlfriend, it was very, very incorrect and unforgivable that I spoke and acted to other girls like that. But now when everyone stands on my opposite side, they are already beyond the scope of this discussion. In the past few years, before this incident, I had never had that kind of relationship with anyone else, but now everyone defines me as being "satisfied", that is not me. Some people attacked me because of their hatred of male style issues...Even my family was hurt and threatened. My sister, who had nothing to do with my relationship, went to the hospital. I did a very bad job, but it was really magnified and exaggerated too much. There are also rumors and exaggerated remarks in those screenshots because of the hatred of me now. At this time of anger, even a girlfriend of my ex-girlfriend who I had been with for 14 years came and scolded me, saying that when I was with Ah Qin, she must have cut her girlfriend’s leg. Fortunately, she told me on WeChat first It gave me a chance to find the chat records of 14 years to prove myself, otherwise I will be unable to argue.
When analyzing all the evil behaviors of a person in private for so many years in front of the public, have you ever thought that if you are anybody, who can guarantee that everything you have done for so many years can be disclosed in this way? Let thousands of people discuss it, there will be no problem...Who doesn’t have even a little bit of another side of yourself...
I don’t want to wash white, I can’t, and I can’t, because I’m really wrong. It's serious. I just want everyone to really think about and discuss human nature. Can anyone, every word and every action they say to everyone in this life, can and is willing to be magnanimously put on the table of hundreds of millions of people's attention?
may have such people, but there are really few...
everyone now thinks that I have been with her for money for so many years, because I did wrong emotionally and deny everything I have...
everyone suddenly agreed I was raised by her...I used her money to spend a lot of time... but we have always beenWorking together to improve each other's help, everyone can see it, but now everyone is standing in a group that "hates Liu Yang". If ours is really like this, how can we keep going for so many years? She is very good. After being with her, I found out that she has made rapid progress. She helped me a lot and I remember it in my heart, but I also worked hard to help her. These are all mutual. I will try my best to spend more money than her on our lives and various fixed expenses to balance our relationship. My self-esteem is really too strong. If I was with Ah Qin these years to spend her money, if I was so mindful at the beginning, and I had tried all kinds of ways to keep accumulating money, how could I get it? The point of borrowing money from her...
Except for one borrowing from her, I never took her a cent in my life.
She was really nice to me. I borrowed 1 million yuan from me when I had a fund problem. But I am not one of the people who cheats money and does not pay back. I pay 100,000 yuan every month. Until yesterday, I had paid off the last 200,000 yuan and I didn't owe her any more.
Now that this happened, morality does not allow anyone to speak for me, and all my actions will be redefined. Everyone will tell her and comfort her that someone like me is not good, yes, it must be the case from the perspective of justice, maybe everyone thinks that telling her I have always been a total rubbish, and I found out the worst I have ever done. Analyze all the things in her...will help her to get out through and through. But I found that such a misunderstanding would make her more sad... Now Ah Qin also thinks that I have never loved her...
can get along for nearly five years, and every detail can be played every day, why don’t I play it for a lifetime...
We recorded all the dynamics of each other over the past few years on our mobile phones, and I dare not watch them, because I know that these are all sincere and can’t be performed, but now I do such a thing, my guilt exceeds everyone’s Imagine.
There are also some social media that I don’t have the courage to delete, because even if I am another person in the future, I can’t leave behind who I was.
I admit all my mistakes, and now there is a problem with my feelings and my character. But how could it be possible that I have never loved her?
has been with her for 4 years and more than seven months. This is true and my life. I also gave up a lot for her.
In the past few years, I may have problems with the way I get along with her. I have concerns in my heart and never mention it to her because I am afraid that some sensitive issues will hurt her, so we have rarely quarreled in the past few years, but we want to stay together Lovers for a lifetime... Any concerns or sensitive issues in your heart must be brought up, unless you can keep them for a lifetime, otherwise it will be too late for me to wait until such a long time before going out.
I have many problems in my heart, such as self-esteem in relationships. I have a lower income than her now. Although she doesn't care, I often secretly have some fears and self-rejection about the future, and many people are discussing whether you deserve it or not. Question, this feeling can only be felt when you are in this environment. When I was a boy, I felt I should have let her rely on me. But the feeling when she saw her paying to buy a house that I thought was out of reach was really strange. At first, she was very happy, but when she calmed down, she felt that she was useless, stressed, and hoped to be I bought it for her, but at that time, I had never said this emotion in my mind, and I could only blame myself.
includes the house I bought in her hometown, Chongqing. The family members were happily discussing how to renovate, and when they discussed which one to keep for me, I was very touched. I was also working hard to get myself to live with Ah Qin’s family in the future. The setting of this family. Everyone always thinks that I can accept it, but from time to time I have some rebelliousness in my heart that I have not said to others. It is ridiculous to worry about being isolated, and to worry about gradually alienating my parents and relatives in Fujian... I worry about it. Mother of mental illness. I also often realize that these are my selfish...childish...stubborn thoughts...Everyone is very good to me, but this kind of thoughts happen involuntarily...
uncles and aunts are also very kind to me, often I am just sleeping When I woke up, my uncle would put a glass of warm water on the side of my bed. My parents had never done this to me.
becauseI shed tears secretly on these heart-warming details, and I will think about them later. They are so good to me, but I am constantly selfish. What should I do if I do not do well in the future, especially suffering. So I have put forward some of these selfish thoughts with Ah Qin in recent months, maybe the way I put them is wrong, or the reason why I have not said these in the past few years, at that time, she suddenly accepted the information. I feel that my whole person has completely changed... it is also a heavy blow to her, so I still keep a lot of selfish words at ease.
I am not a person without feelings. One of the ways I love is to hope that I will give each other better than the other person gives me...Although it may be just to satisfy my humble sense of accomplishment in my relationship.
But now it’s me who cheated. I can’t justify telling her that I loved...because everyone has a reason not to believe...
until I changed my heart. Some people said I was hanging her...
Before it happened, I knew the seriousness of the matter. I immediately told her that I don't seem to love anymore... I also mentioned the breakup. I kept telling everyone that it was my problem that I didn't love anymore. Netizens attacked her for no reason. I was very, very angry. But someone behind
said that I was insinuating that this relationship was her problem... Maybe because I was expressing my other opinions before and made others think that I was repelling her? I’m sorry to make you have this kind of misunderstanding... But the misunderstandings are all speculations on my whole person from the worst perspective after everyone knows that I cheated, so I hope you can analyze it rationally. I have never been that kind of secretive. People...
I used to talk or joking with others in frivolous language, and even hug other girl princesses as they said... But there are a lot of rumours that I have never done this before. I have never had that kind of relationship with anyone before. You may believe that people like me are completely unreliable, but I still want to say that I will admit what I have done, but if there is none, there is no.
I don't want to escape the seriousness of the mistakes I made, but I don't want everyone to lose sight of it. I jumped out of my mistakes to speculate about my life and the purpose of all my previous actions.
I just had a relationship problem unilaterally...I have been asking my heart for this period of time, where is it now?
I also kept asking myself whether it was worth giving up everything in front of me for this, but when I asked myself this sentence twice, I knew it was too late...
I knew that the longer I procrastinated, the deeper I would sink. , So if I pretend to have nothing to continue, it will only cause the greatest harm to everyone, not to mention my state at that time, I can’t pretend.
So after asking myself, I ruthlessly broke up with my girlfriend who has been together for nearly 5 years. This is very cruel... It is also very tormenting for me, because in recent years our relationship has gradually become a kind of mutual dependence. , We become the most important person to each other. But I secretly evaded the planned future, and pulled out the feelings between men and women. There is no room for me to be tempted by others in this way...so I know I don’t deserve to have this relationship...
once hugged Ah Qin, and she asked me why I was crying, I almost said that I like other people. But for her these past few years, it’s true feelings...for fear of her sadness and despair, I dare not say that I like other people...
so then I kept lying saying that I didn’t know why I just didn’t love it, saying I was right The most difficult thing about the fear of the future is to say that I don’t feel like a man and woman for you... I have said a lot of comforting words, but the most hurtful sentence or two is always remembered the most... I also feel so selfish, obviously It's my own problem but I dare not admit it, cowardly, I can't say such hateful words that I like others.
Then our first hot search, we broke up, she painfully deleted a lot of our memories… I followed to delete...
After being persuaded by my friends, we tried to communicate for a whole day. I was cruel and rational, and planned with her what will happen to each of us after we break up... How will she get more and more Okay, wait, she also discussed with me seemingly calm for a while. But Ah Qin really loves me, she can't give up, and told me that she hopes to give us some more time to repair, if it still doesn't work, at least she can give up. I was really ashamed of her, she said that sentence at least to give her a chance to give up... my tears flowed into the corner of my mouth, and the bitterness was swallowed into my heart.
So I comforted her and said yes, but at that time I was still cowardly and did not tell her that I liked others.
In fact, I know in my heart that these are all my problems and they cannot be repaired at all, so I want to use this so-called "repair" time to let her see me slowly...I think it can be like what she said, at least give up. Only to let me go slowly...
After a few days, I returned to China and met Xiaoqi. Expressing my feelings to her when I didn’t completely solve my own affairs was the most unforgivable mistake I committed, and it caused harm to everyone...
I regret my selfishness, it is all my indecisiveness and greed , I also find it ridiculous to make things that can obviously be handled better become like this.
My apologies to everyone are sincere, and every time I have concealed and been smart, I feel very guilty. This guilt does not come from the Internet, but from the heart.
Because I felt wrong, Xiaoqi and I agreed that we shouldn’t be together anymore, even if we are all isolated in our respective worlds, even if we can’t let go, but we truly realize that this selfish feeling hurt so many people. After that, we can no longer make this choice.
No one can accept me after this incident. But I will definitely change and restrain myself. I will never treat anyone or anything half-heartedly, and completely get rid of my frequent talk to people and frivolous behavior, although I will not make up for anything I committed. It’s wrong, but there are still people around me who care about me. They were not led away by anger after my incident. They were willing to listen to me telling me my true thoughts and analyze it from another angle. When I was wrong like this I'm patient, and thank you all for scolding me. I understand how much everyone trusted me before and how hate they are now. So I want to show my attitude to them.
I was wrong in this matter after all. It’s okay for everyone to continue to stand on the "hate Liu Yang" group and consider everything, because what I did should be hated.
In the end, I only allow myself the right to speak this time. After I have said this, I don't expect everyone to understand, and it is impossible to expect everyone to forgive me, because I have done something like this, which is already an alien.
I only hope that my friends who really know me can know that I am responding seriously. I will tell my story in one to five to ten, and unreservedly talk about the most incredible period and some things that I have encountered in my life. .
Even if no one believes what I said, even if it caused more waves...I might not have another response.
Just be firm by myself, let me give myself a chance of redemption.
made a very serious mistake this time. I have lost everything, and I don't want to lose my heart again.
Thanks to everyone for their spurs and education. I will spend a long, long time reflecting on it. I will put myself in my cage and wash away all the dirt in my heart. People who care about me don't worry, I won't give up on myself, because I really want to be a better version of myself.
has worked hard for these years, and finally I am really sorry, because this way makes people who don't know me know me, because this way makes people who know me know me again.
I will also quit here and will not appear in front of everyone again.
(responsible editor: Yang Ming_NV5736)
