During the lockdown of the epidemic, I watched the movie "Hidden in the Dust", and the hardships of life were instantly digested

text: Gu'an Yunsha

Picture: from the Internet

I watched the movie " Hidden into the Dust " shared by Comrade Lao Qiao yesterday. First of all, I have to appreciate it. The acting skills of Haiqing are really good. , went to Zhangye, Gansu Province to live deeply in ten months, completely subverting the previous image of a beautiful girl, and successfully performed a rural woman suffering from urinary incontinence. Of course, the true character of the male protagonist Wu Renlin is more authentic and appealing.


Although the ending of Gui Ying and Ma Youtie is a bit tragic, the whole plot is very warm, and the suffering is full of love.

When I saw them take off the mold, I thought that the old house was built like this more than 40 years ago. I helped my father to level the mold.

When I see them harvesting wheat, breaking corn, and rolling wheat in the field, I can't help but think of the scene when I lived in the countryside thirty years ago: I have also cut wheat, tied wheat, pulled wheat carts, and pressed wheat. Over the wheat, Yang over the field.

is not unfamiliar with many pictures. Families like Gui Ying and Ma Youtie have one or two families in about a village.

The parents of my elementary school classmates, the mother has polio, half of her body is disabled, one leg is lame, and her hands are also disabled. She was assigned by an educated youth and married into a very poor family in our village. That man is lazy and lazy. No matter what, it is far less powerful and energetic than Ma Youtie, and it will hurt people.

My classmate and his two brothers, all year round, whether it rains or snows, they are barefoot (for fear of breaking their shoes), I really don't know how to endure it.

In fact, life is not hard, there is food and drink, and some people feel pain. The most uncomfortable thing is not their self-made and poverty, but the deception of him by the big renters.

made him draw blood again and again, and made him commit crimes again and again with rent and cheap clothes that the villagers did not receive. In the end, he is still using his death to earn compensation for the house.


Speaking of Gui Ying, I remembered that N years ago, a relative at home was hospitalized, and we went to visit. In the same ward, a girl was undergoing an infusion. Her mother and brother accompanied her. At first glance, the girl was very beautiful and tall, but she was a little stunned and sluggish between her eyebrows.

When we went, she was lying there on an infusion, her brother showing her mother a pair of Double Happiness pillows she just bought. After admiring it for a while, and putting it away, her mother said to the people in the ward: the girl is going to get married tomorrow, and the pillow is bought for the girl.

The girl turned sideways and got out of bed at this time, only to realize that she could hardly walk, she was staggered, her brother went to help her, her mother said that she had an injection today, and hoped that she would be a little more energetic tomorrow and get married. She walked to the door and came back, always talking to herself, her voice muffled, as if there was a phlegm stuck in her throat.

struggled in the room for a while, but returned to the hospital bed. Her mother continued: "She has a problem with her brain. When she heard this sentence, she folded her hands suddenly, slapped her hands, and retorted loudly: You are talking nonsense!

Her reaction surprised us all. Many years have passed, and I can't forget the tone of her words, so urgent and clear. No one respected her, even her own mother casually talked about her in front of her, let alone outsiders.

She is disabled and not very smart, but she also has her own dignity. I often wondered later, what kind of person would she marry, or what kind of man would marry her.

Although Guiying often has enuresis, she has no problem with her brain. When she was at her parents' house, she was driven into a shack by her brother and sister-in-law, and when she got married, it was as if she had lost a burden, and she finally stopped caring about her life and death. When she and Ma Youtie built a new house, she said that she never thought that she would live on her own kang and have her own home in her whole life. The man loves her, and loves her earnestly and truthfully.

It's not their fault that they were born sick, being treated kindly is the greatest salvation.

zWhen 0z lived in the previous community, there was a neighbor upstairs. She suffered from encephalitis when she was a child, and her brain burned out. After she got married, she often rode a tricycle all over the community to pick up junk, and her mother-in-law would sort it out and sell it home.

Her husband is not at home very much, her mother-in-law is in charge, she often scolds her, doesn't let her eat enough, and gave birth to a son. Mother's name, I started scolding when I didn't hear a response.

Speaking of life, life is very hard. The man later had an accident and fell off the tripod and died. The mother-in-law took her son and refused to ask her. This ending is pretty good.

Before watching the movie, I have browsed a lot of small videos, all of which are clips of this movie. The introduction is too bitter, and I have never dared to watch it. After reading

, ​​I found that she is not so suffering. Compared with the people around her, those real people and things, those neglected lives, those despised dignity, these sufferings are nothing. At least Guiying has been treated sincerely by a man named Youtie Ma, but how many people are not as good as Guiying and Youtie Ma?

After watching the movie, I couldn't sleep for a long time.

Comrade Lao Qiao had eaten too much, went downstairs and walked back, and sent a message saying that in a certain community, a person jumped off the building, the man is a truck driver, and he has three children. Under the epidemic, the hardships of life have more realistic and unbearable cruelty, which are immediately digested by the stories of the characters in the movie.


Living is not easy. Go ahead and cherish it.