This year's Tanabata "Valentine's Day", all kinds of "abuse" and "sun" are still flooding the circle of friends. But the circle of friends can only see the sunny side of everyone in the world, and the shadow side of the world, I got it in the novel "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise".
Actually, about the author of this novel, Taiwanese beauty writer Lin Yihan committed suicide shortly after the novel was published. I knew it as early as the 2017 news report. But there was not much attention at the time.
I don’t know what the fate is, this year’s "Chinese Valentine's Day", I read this book suddenly with curiosity. While the world is firing cannons for the "couples" who meet together, I am sighing at the story of the innocent wine glass falling into fly shit. The story of
is very simple. It is about a 13-year-old female student who loves literature. She was seduced by a language teacher 37 years older than her for 5 years. In the end, the female student became mentally ill, and the teacher was still at large. s story.
If there is no suicide by the author of the novel later, the parents without the author come out to reveal that this article is the autobiography of the daughter, and sued the male teacher in the story. At best, this novel is just like that of Qiong Yao, Yi Shu, or Zhang Ailing. It is just a drop in the ocean among many love novels. However, due to the author's suicide and the disclosure of the truth, this novel has become a material for accusing the "Wolf Master" and the most vivid interpretation of the term "seduce". The author of
once admitted in an interview during his lifetime: "This is not a story about rape, it is a story about a girl falling in love with a rapist." In consternation, I looked carefully between the lines again, and I saw that there were words of worship and attachment, and at the same time I saw the heroine's inability to stop and the final despair. The protagonist Fang Siqi in
's novel is crazy. After a 13-year-old girl obsessed with words, she was pierced in the hymen of her body in the name of love by her Chinese teacher Li Guohua, who was obsessed with words, she began to go crazy gradually-
first took the boundaries of love and sex His ignorance was confused by the teacher's beautiful literary rhetoric. In the struggle of love and pain, she tentatively asked her parents about sex, but they refused to communicate. When she heard that other girls had the same experience, she began to question the teacher's "love"...
However, the unintelligible "Siqi" would only pick up the only weapon in her world-words, and discrimination The teacher who is not sure whether it is a god or a devil argues again and again to prove it. It wasn't until she was tied into a "crab" shape to rape again by the teacher who was ashamed and angry, her inner world finally collapsed completely. After
became crazy, Siqi would no longer know that she was occupied by her body and soul since she was a young girl in love. She has always been regarded as a spiritual and literary leader, but afterwards, she treated her as a passerby. , Calmly continue to stroll among the various flowers... Fang Siqi in the novel
is still alive, but a zombie. However, the author of the novel, Lin Yihan, died later, and he did not even want to stay in this filthy world.
Lin Yihan is not only Fang Siqi in the novel, she is also a few other characters in the book: "Guo Xiaoqi" who was raped by her teacher and abandoned with an excuse; in front of her boyfriend, she frankly confessed that she was sexually assaulted but was rejected by her boyfriend "Sister Yi Wen" who was beaten and abused by her husband during the marriage; "Soul twins" Yi Ting who pretended that everything had never happened.
However, even if Lin Yihan becomes "Yiting", she can pretend to be blind to "Siqi", but she cannot escape her subconscious. The feelings of "soul twins" are interlinked. "Yiting" loses "Siqi" just like "Siqi" loses her hymen. Why did
author Lin Yihan choose to commit suicide in the end?
doesn't know what kind of family education Lin Yihan's parents are like, but only knows that when "Fang Siqi" asks for help from his parents, his hope is shattered.
didn't know what Lin Yihan fought against when she was sexually assaulted, only that when "Guo Xiaoqi" exposed the rape of "Li Guohua" on the Internet, public opinion only blamed the woman. "Li Guohua" wife also tolerated her husband. "Guo Xiaoqi"'s parents finally succumbed under various pressures, and in turn blamed their daughter for seducing the teacher.
don't know Lin YiHan wanted to jump out of the chaotic circle of love and sex, and what effort he had made when trying to find emotional sustenance again. He only knew that the "biscuit" was rejected by her boyfriend after actively confessing the loss of virginity.
doesn't know what Lin Yihan's fear of future marriage is. He only knows that the talented "Sister Yiwen" is often beaten and abused after marrying "Young Master Qian".
Lin Yihan , a 26-year-old talented beauty writer, a romantic girl with a writing style of "slavish beauty", and a human elf who is obsessed with beautiful words. Before I understood love, I was tainted by love; when I didn't understand the clever words of literature, I was "betrayed by literature." And she, the only looking back at the world is this autobiographical novel. She had a marriage only to give her soul the integrity of the pursuit of true love.
Lin Yihan’s departure is not so much her despair of love, family, humanity and society, as it is the collapse of the literary world she constructed in her heart. Because she is a person who lives in a pure literary dream. However, the literary world is like the real world, not as pure as she imagined.
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