"Bohemian Rhapsody": The brilliance and loneliness of genius

didn’t know anything about the Queen. Before "Bohemian Rhapsody" was released in China, two fans of the band in Moments of Friends screened the screen several times. One was sensational and the other was full of true love. At that time, I was curious about what made the two big masters so affectionate and rainy?

Later, I accidentally watched "Bohemian Rhapsody" win four Oscars. The previous curiosity and trust in Oscars made this movie on the computer terminal. In the first half, I paused for five or six times. I didn't look into it very much. I just felt that the male lead was a strange flower with a little marginal personality.

When the movie was halfway through, the familiar and magnificent melody of "We Will Rock You" sounded, and I was shocked instantly! Oh my God, they used to sing this song. There are a hundred exclamation points here. It's not an exaggeration to be able to create such a classic song. Then after watching the second half, replay and replay.

I have to say that the Queen’s music has the power to hit people’s hearts. At the last life-saving concert of the movie, when lead singer Freddy sings in shock, I feel like I was hit. The back and both arms are all With goose bumps, tears filled my eyes involuntarily, until I finished watching the subtitles. What's terrible about

is that every member of this band can create amazing works that are so classic and messy. A group of god-like geniuses kneel down, which can be called a miracle in the world music scene.

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"Bohemian Rhapsody" is a biography of Freddie Mercury, the lead singer of the queen band, which reproduces his rock life from being unknown to becoming famous all over the world.

This is not a film of the gods, there is no trace of beautification, on the contrary, it is very realistic. Under the framework of art, it should restore the life of the protagonist to the greatest extent. To be honest, this is the movie I have seen that feels the closest to me, or the movie with the least sense of distance, as if it really happened around me, and the truth is within reach. After watching

several times, I saw the brilliance and loneliness of a brilliant genius.

I believe that people like Freddy are born on stage. What people saw was his amazing explosive power, infectious power, and dazzling musical talent that he showed on the stage. It was as brilliant as a gorgeous firework, dazzling, and shocking; but when the stage closed, how many people could see it? The loneliness and loneliness of a genius?

Freddy is alone. On the surface, he is arrogant, unruly, and shocking, but according to reports, although he is completely free and unrestrained on stage, many people mentioned that he is very introverted and shy in private, and he rarely accepts interviews. He himself once said, "When I was acting, I was very outside, but in my heart, I was a completely different person." And his agent Paul, who later betrayed, also said on the TV show that he was a timid person most of the time. Little boy.

This is an adult child with an undeveloped and fragmented inner self, a lost child who is extremely hungry for love. His inner self is full of conflicts and struggles, causing him not only to conflict with the band members, but also with himself.

His sexual orientation has caused him to be controversial. In a sense, love has nothing to do with gender. Homosexuality and heterosexuality are essentially the same, because human nature is the same. However, the environment at that time was far less tolerant of gays than it is now, which undoubtedly puts him under greater pressure.

He struggled with confusion, struggling with despair, in order to escape from what he could not bear, he indulged in perversion, sang songs every night, and was drunk with gold. But still can't escape the bottomless emptiness, still can't escape the bone-eroding lonely, still can't get rid of the darkness that will swallow him like a shadow.

After the end of a carnival party, he quietly said to Jim, the gay man he just met, "Those people are not friends, just to escape the emptiness of having to be alone. That emptiness makes me unbearable, those of you I thought that the darkness that was thrown away came quietly." It must be said that the actors' performances are extremely penetrating, and it is really not enough to make an expression when expressing a person's complex psychology. When he said these words, it was as if a person in a desperate situation was sending out a signal for help, and the unspeakable sadness almost overflowed the screen.

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Freddy desperately desires love, but he is a person who can't love himself. This is also the reason why he has to hold on to his ex-girlfriend Mary even if he breaks up, like a drowning man holding on to a life-saving straw.

He has always regarded him Mary as his lifeTrue love, in fact, the relationship between him and Mary is not equal. As Mary said, it is more often that Mary is wronged and pleaded for completeness and retreat. It is certain that Mary loves him, otherwise she would not be so tolerant to him. What Mary gave him was more like a mother's love. This deep and generous love provided a container for his loneliness, emptiness, and other darkness that was nowhere to be placed in his heart, allowing him to gain inner peace of mind.

Even though he finally realized that he was gay and confessed to breaking up to Mary, he still asked Mary to never take off the ring he gave her. He even saw that Mary was jealous of her boyfriend and knew that Mary was pregnant. Sad and disappointed to ask her: How can you do this? This is tantamount to a greedy little boy who wants to occupy all his mother's love.

Mary is a girl with inner self-stability and full of love. In her, I saw the glory of motherhood, like an angel without wings. People like her are the medicine to heal the world. Even if you stay with her Words can also be nourished. People like

will be happy no matter who they are with, because she has the ability to be happy. She has the ability to give to others, so she has always expressed love to Freddy psychologically and emotionally, always giving him support, care, and necessary advice. When he was taken advantage of by the villain, it was Mary who came to him with full of love and kindness, letting him know how to return.

Freddy is lucky. Although he lost Mary, he did not lose Mary's love. Mary's love has been warm and inspiring him. It is true that not everyone has such good luck. After his death, he left the real estate and copyright to Mary, which she deserved.

How can you bear to be jealous of talents? Freddy died of pneumonia caused by AIDS at the age of forty-five. His lover Jim accompanied him on the last road. May there be no loneliness in heaven. The

generation of rock stars ended here, no, he will never end in the hearts of fans! Right or wrong will eventually become a legend, but he and his music are destined to become eternal, a star that never falls in the music world...