Because she is a medical student, she chose the carotid artery, which is the most deadly.
obviously chose this major because of her great longing and yearning to study medicine. She was still three months away from graduating from graduate school, but she ended her life using her professional knowledge.
On the eve of the Lantern Festival, Xiaoli (pseudonym), a graduate student at the Hunan Provincial People's Hospital, finally committed suicide by cutting her carotid artery in the hospital bathroom because she could not bear the pressure of work.
surveillance showed that at around 21:00 that night, she first entered the doctor's lounge and stayed for a while, then hid in the bathroom, then locked the door, and finally slashed herself with a cold scalpel inside, ending her life until He was only discovered by the classmate on duty in the early morning. Unfortunately, his body was already cold.
It can be seen how desperate she was at that moment.
Xiaoli is only 25 years old this year. She studied medicine for five years and took the postgraduate entrance examination for three years. She originally passed the internship and got the training certificate. After graduation, she will get the diploma, degree certificate and practice certificate. After eight years of studying medicine, she will be successful. day. She was only one step away from the career she loved, so why did she choose to commit suicide?
After that, her suicide note was exposed to the public, and it was so bloody that it made people suffocate.
"I haven't had a good rest since the sixth day of the Lunar New Year. I worked for more than 30 hours on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, and I didn't sleep. But I still can't get anything done, and I work overtime every day."
"I thought I had survived a few My heart is about to jump out of my chest, my chest hurts from coughing, and my chest is so tight that I dare not wear underwear. I can’t go back to rest until I finish my work, and I still have to work overtime even though I have asked for leave.”
“The scary thing is that if I ask for leave, I don’t know if I will be denied the required training under various excuses.”
“I blame me for being an unqualified cow horse and can’t stand it anymore.”
“Everything is obviously so beautiful, but I don’t want to See it, never see it again, in this world, you no longer have to get up at 6:30 to go to work until the early morning."
It can be seen that the huge work intensity is always shining on her body and mind, even if her heart rate has reached 150, she still has chest tightness, dizziness and suffocation. You have to stick to your job.
No matter how much love I have and how much longing for the future, they have all turned into darkness. It seems that only death can free me from this suffocating workload.
In her suicide note, Xiaoli said, "I thought the main purpose of the training was to learn and integrate knowledge with clinical practice. It turned out that it was used as free cattle and horses for the hospital."
All kinds of things became the last thing that broke the camel's back. straw.
It is very regrettable that such a young life passed away. Some people say that such a young girl can completely change the track. There is not only one choice in life.
Only those who have experienced studying medicine understand how it is possible to let go so easily. After eight years of study, I persisted until I was about to graduate from graduate school. I spent my whole life pursuing the dream and found out that it was wrong. Choice, if you want to start over, how can you explain to your family, how to explain to your lost 8 years of youth, even if you have thought about changing the track, but no track can be as good as the current high platform, so giving up studying medicine is the right choice. The pain of the soul persisted as the pain of the body. It was painful no matter what, so she chose to destroy.
Rather than letting passionate medical students change tracks if they can’t persist, it’s better to reflect on whether the industry’s regulatory and training system should be rectified.
